Journal Entry No. 1
This is the lamest and gayest thing I did in all of my fcked-up life. I dont even know why Im doing this. Maybe because my fcking shrink told me so? Fck it! I dont care anymore.
My parents are on it again. They wanted me to meet this girl. A GIRL?! Why would I want to meet a GIRL?! Are they nuts?!
Girls are annoying! FCKING CLINGY and NOSY!! They are MATERIALISTIC and SHALLOW!! Now they want me to date one?!
How Fcked-Up my miserable life can get?!
Journal Entry No. 2
I went to the club today. Got myself and the gang in a bloody fight! Some fcking douche bag made me pissed off! He ended up in a fcking hospital. Serves him right!
I got arrested. Again. Sent to jail. Got bailed the next morning. I dont care.
I smoke like a fcking chimney. I drink like a fcking fish. I fight like a fcking wild animal. I get to jail like a fcking criminal.
This is how my messed-up life runs. Its a fcked-up cycle.
This is my life. A life of a basket-case. A life of a delinquent. A life I can never change. This is my fate. My fcking way of dying. I dont care.
Journal Entry No. 3
That bastard hit me again. Fck! That old man should go die and rot in hell! I dont call him father. I dont have one. I am not related to that piece of shit! Dammit!
The only reason Im holding my self back from hitting him is my sister. My 5-minute-older twin-sister. Shit! I have to go beat up someone!
Journal Entry No. 4
This is the worst day of my life! Hershey, my cousin tried to hit on me again. Man, it was disgusting! Is she stupid or something is wrong with her brains?! Shes my COUSIN!! Im her fcking COUSIN!! Were blood related!! And shes trying to flirt with me?!
Then I got yelled at by some crazy girl! SHE FCKING SCREAMED AT ME!! This is why I hate girls! They are fcking LUNATIC!! What the fck is wrong with them?! WHAT THE FCK IS WRONG WITH THEIR BRAINS?!
But thats not the end of it! I GOT SLAPPED BY A FCKING GIRL!! SHE FCKING HIT ME!! DAMMIT!! I DONT EVEN KNOW THEM AND THEY FCKING SCREAMED AND HIT ME IN FRONT OF SO MANY FCKING NOSY BITCHES!!
THAT was the most embarassing minute of my fcked-up life.
She will pay for this! Ill make sure of it! When I see her again, SHES DEAD!!
Journal Entry No. 5