Joe
Here I am overthinking again, why would I say that? Ion wanna lose Taymor what if he really gets with Nau'Jour?
Seems like ima have to kill him, that's the only nigga he let touch him other than me and I don't like that
But what if Taymor likes him more? What if he's really done with me
"Kentrell"
He smacked his lips aggressively typing on his phone before looking up at me
"All y'all getting on my nerves slime! Ya, Taymor, jahseh!" He ranted
"And this mutha fu-"
"Kentrell ima kill him" I said cutting him off
He looks at me sideways before pulling up a chair next to me
"Nau'Jour? Ya think that's smart?"
"He fucking knew! And he still fucked Tay" I spat
Kentrell sucks his teeth before socking me in my chest, he did it repeatedly and I let him because I know why he doing it
I shouldn't of have cheated on Tay. I know I'm wrong and I want to take that shit back
"Damn trell let em breathe!" Sheyya spats
"My fucking brother! I'm tired of him being hurt and complaining to me! I'm tired of his ass crying over y'all niggas!" He spat standing over me
"I'm telling ya joe ya got one mo time and it's over with I swear"
"Call my fucking brotha cause he crying!" He spat walking out the room
I took a deep breath picking my phone up, I'm hesitant. I finally call him hearing it ring
"What?!" He spat as he picked up
"Baby please listen-"
"I fucking hate you Joseph! What did he have that I don't huh? Did he love you better?"
"No baby I swea' Yhu better in every way I just wasn't thinking."
"Wasn't thinking?! Oh shit my bad maybe next time you'll fucking think!" He spats
"Taymor I love yhu-"
"No you don't" he laughed
"If you loved me you wouldn't of even looked his way, how many other people you fuck joe? Anybody else I should know bout!"
I rubbed my hand down my face sighing. Now he think I done fucked the whole country and shit
"No Tay he was the only one. It was a one time thing I never did nothing else with him"
"I promise yhu tay please believe me I don't want to do this over phone can we wait till we get home?"
"Wait till we get home? Hope you know you sleeping onnat couch nigga"
We sat in silence for a minute until I remembered Nau'Jour
"Ima kill him Taymor I'm not even gone lie to yhu"
"You can't kill him joe! Ian even kill Ryan ass"
"What yhu saying? Yhu like him or some Tay?" I said trying to hide the sadness in my voice
"Ian say that joe" he mumbled
He likes him, I fucked up and lost him to Nau'Jour I can't believe this
"Aight well ill talk to yhu at him I guess" I mumbled
"Joe-"
"We'll talk at home"
And I hung up, Ian no bitch so ian gone cry but I can't lie that shit hurt my soul the nigga I love like somebody else
He must've did him better it has to be
"Joe suck that shit up he not done with you" Jamell said
"How do yhu know that tho mell! He clearly not ducking with me!"
"That boy loves you joe he ain't going no where" Sheyya said
Kentrell walked back in baked as fuck
"Look joe, ya know I love ya like a brother I just want my brother to be happy. You made him happy."
It's the made for me, all this past tense shit is fucking with me
"Don't worry bout it, he not fucking with me no more"
"What ya mean? He broke up with ya?"
"No joe being dramatic because Tay said he don't want him to kill Nau'Jour" Sheyya said
"So he like Nau'Jour?" Kentrell said
Seeeee? I'm not the only one who know what that shit mean
"That's not what he meant" Jamell said
"What he mean then? Cause we ain't gone skip past that he fucked him. Even tho joe cheated first they was still togetha if he wanted to fuck Nau'Jour why not just break up with joe?"
I just played in my hair trying to stay positive
"You right about that, Tay is also in the wrong but they need to figure that shit out and stop jumping to conclusions" Sheyya spats
"No, we gone kill em. Tay ain't leaving my slime for no travel size ass Nau'Jour" Kentrell said
"Look at him! He not finna be like this for the rest of the trip! Tay needa apologize" Kentrell said
I looked up shaking my head
"I don't wanna talk bout this shit anymore when he want to talk I'm here but he still tryna cope with the fact I cheated on him."
"And that's my fault, I love him with every inch of my body and I fucked up and I gotta live with that shit."
They was all looking at me with surprised expressions on they faces
Sheyya then looks at Kentrell who looks at Jamell then they look back at me
"Oh hell no" they said in union
