The day before Amsal's flight !
Kahan ho ?
Zayaaaannnnnnnnn mjhe tm kyun nai dekh rahe ? Kyun mera jawab nai de rahe !
Zayaan tmhen pata hai naa mjhe andhere se kitna dar lagta hai ?
Please koi roshni ! Ahhhhh mjhe sans nai arahi ! Tmhen pata hai naa zayan mjhe andhere main sans ruk jati !
I woke up from my dream and i was sweating like hell ! Thank God its just a dream ! I checked my phone its 10 am damn ! I have to get hurry coz i have to do alot work today !
I rushed to my bathroom ! And take a relaxing hot shower coz i was tensed like hell just because of my dream ! I came out and wear plain red button up shirt with skinny jeans and plain black scraf around my neck! I looked up to my reflection in mirror i saw my eyes are red and puff ! Because i cried when i was watching the dream! I don't wear glasses but some times when i have to study i wear glasses ! I took my glasses out and wear it ! Then i remember how zayan use to hate me when i wear glasses while we were studying
Flash back !
"Amsal ye glasses utar do ! Ye tmhari ankhon ko chupa dete hain ! Tmhari khubsorti khrb krte hain ! "Zayan said while making pout !
I ignored him coz i know if i look at him i would starting talking to him instead of studying !
"Arghhhhh ! Zayan glasses mat utaro mere ! Mjhe parhna hai ! Pleaseeee! " zayan took my glasses off from my nose !
"Amsal dekho ap lag rahi ho na meri khubsorat jaan ! " zayaan said while chuckling !
" pagal ho tm ? " i said and hit him playfully on his arm!
" haan pagal hun ! Tmhare liye pagal hun ! " zayaan said and i look striaght in his eyes ! Then he whispered
"I love you "
I smiled and replyed "i love you too "
Flash back over
I feel weak by these flash backs idk but i just wanna forget about him ! I have to be strong ! Once again i looked striaght in the mirror , smiled and said
"Jo mil gaya wo behtar hai jo na mila wo behtareen hai"
I walked out of my room and saw ruksana making breakfast !
"Hayeeee ruksana kia hai aj nashte main ? "
"Pancakes and skimmed milk"
"Kamini aj parathee anday bna leti " i said angrily !
"Yaar pehle batana tha ! " ruksana said by getting nervous
I laugh really loud ! Coz i was annoying her ! She just stand there holding her tears ! I hugged her and apologize to her !
Then we done with our breakfast and ask her if she wants to go to her relatives but she said noo ! Coz she believe that we are her family coz nana adopted and we give her everything like mine ! We are truly like sisters !
We started to packing our stuff coz our flight is on 1 am in the night ! I entered in my room and started to packing my stuff! I open my drawer and saw a frame! And i had a photo of me and Zayan ! I felt like there's something started to break my heart ! I took the frame and put it in my suit case !
Kyun k kuch bhi krlun magr wo meri zindagi ka hissa hai ! Wo hissa jise kat diya tou main mar jaun gi !
My phone started to ring ! I pick up the call its from a magazine company i told them that i'm going texas ! The told me that i can still work for them from there american dept ! I said okay i'll try when i get there ! And saw the tym its to go to the airport ! I changed in my black kurta shalwar ! Tie my hair in perfect bun ! And wear chaddar ! I look up ! And feel totally desi ! I took my photo and posted it on istagram ! And some mins later i got notification ! Its from my friends ! I smiled and put my phone in my hand bag ! And walked out of the room i hugged mom ! She whisper dua on me ! Then hugged papa ! he kissed me on my forehead and wave them bye and my eyes started to pool up ! Ruksana came and smiled she already met mom and papa !
Our driver put our lugage in car and we went to the airport ! We board in and then sat on our seats
I closed my eyes and started to pray silently ! That no one can hear me !
Ya Allah ! Meri zindagi badal de ! Jo takleef mere dil main hai ! Wo khatam krde ! Phr zinda dil krde mjhe ! Ya Allaaaaaah bs mjhe apne hifz o emaan main rakh ! Mere maa baap ko takleef de k jaa rahi hun magr ek din jb wapis aun gi degree leke tou ye mulk chor k sath le jaun gi ! Mjhe ab yahan koi nahi psnd ! Sb k nazron main apne liye afsos dekh dekh k thak gayi hun ! Ya Allah ye agla mulk mere liye khushiyan likh de ! Mjhe bs ab tujh pe bharosa hai ! Ameen !
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