Chapter 2

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Liz's P.O.V

We had gone back in the restaurant, only to get the kids.

I said hi to the guys when we walked in and bye when we quickly walked out. I felt awkward and embarrassed. What did they think of me? Was I fat or ugly now? I had gained 10 pounds after I got pregnant. What did Ray think of me now? I came to LA about 6 months ago to look for him so I could plead, beg for him to let me have another child with him to save the other child we created. We had twins. A boy and a girl. Their names are Sophia and Daniel. Our daughter Sophia was diagnosed with cancer 9 months ago and they tell me she only has a year in a half left. It's urgent that he chooses right away. It's the least he can do after he hurt me the way he did...

1 Week Later. Ray's P.O.V.

What was it that I had done? Was it that I kept Christa after I slept with her. I kept her on the tour bus, but I didn't love her then. What made me push myself to marry her? I couldn't understand it and even after kids Liz still looks like a goddess.

I sighed and followed Liz's car into the Hospital. We were at St. Judes Medical Center. She parked her car and I parked mine beside hers before getting out and walking over to her car as she got out.

I couldn't help but stare at her and wonder 'What had I done?' I watched as she got the kids out. I found out they were 3 years old. Born November 17, 2008. It's March of 2012 now and me and the guys have officially finished touring and began to work on new material.

I took my son Daniel in my arms when Liz handed him to me and she held Sophie. I couldn't believe I would ever be a father. Christa wasn't very fond of having kids, but I've always wanted to.

Daniel stared up at me as we walked into the hospital and began to smile. "Daddy!" he yelled out.

I laughed and nodded causing him to giggle and grab onto my hair. I moved my hair in front of my face and began shaking my head, my hair going all over his face as he began to giggle madly, wiggling in my arm.

"Shh..." Liz shushed us as we walked through the halls making me stop almost immediately and look towards her. Sophie stared at me and then at her mom and said. "I want hawair mama."

I frowned and Liz looked at me a small frown on her face before looking back at Sophie and saying "Soon you'll have hair, baby. Don't worry." She kissed Sophie's head. Sophie did have a small bit of hair which led me to think that she was a boy actually in the restaurant which makes me feel really stupid and bad about it.

We walked to the elevator and got in before I set Daniel down and reached out for Sophie. She stretched her arms out towards me and I took her from her mothers arms.

I smiled and stood her on the bar so she was facing the mirror. I stood up slightly taller and set my head over hers, causing my hair to go over her face. She giggles and pushed the hair away from her eyes before looking up at me. "I want hawair wike daddy's." she said. I laughed and pulled away from her.

"you want hair like mine?" I asked and watched her nod in response.

"You have hair like Daddy's." Liz said. "you just have to wait for it to come back all the way."

"Does she?" I smiled at Liz and she nodded before taking Daniel's hand and leading him out of the elevator when it opened. I lifted Soph onto my shoulder and followed her out of the elevator and down the hall.

We walked down and Liz walked to a door. I heard a small voice say "come in." and we walked into the room. Liz sat down on the chair on the right and I sat on the left as the doctor looked through the documents for a moment and then looked at me.

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