~Part 8~

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After that event last light I couldn't go back to sleep.
Not only the fact about now wanting another nightmare, but I was just so mesmerized by Michael and his actions he's put upon me.
It's like he put a spell on me. Where his touch can cure everything evil inside of me.

It's like 6 o'clock and I was quite sure I wasn't gonna go back to sleep now. I got up.
Saw that Michael was asleep in my desk chair.
He said that he wasn't going to leave me that night.
I smiled at the thought of what had happened yesterday. Also how weird this boy was.
He looked so innocent. He had the Ninja Turtle blanket on him. His head tilt to the side. His mouth slightly opened. His hair in ever direction possible. His stubbled jaw suited him so well. I don't know why I'm always so interested about his facial actions and everything about him.

I grabbed my towel, jeans and a band shirt. Also usual undergarments and my iPod and speaker for music.
I made my way to the bathroom silently. Not wanting anyone to be waken up.
I put my clothes and ipod and speaker on the edge of the counter. I pulled off my sweatpants and my shirt. Leaving me in a bra and my panties. I stood there staring at myself. Disgusted by every inch of my body.
The fat on my stomach hung like goo. So much fat on my thighs, and calves.
I was so disgusting.
I turned on the water to the shower. I liked my showers hot.
I pulled off my panties and bra. Placed them in my hamper with the other dirty clothes i just took off.
I turned on my music on a low volume.
Hold Onto Me by Mayday Parade.
I got into the shower, letting the hot water glide over my body.
I sang softly along with the lyrics.

I know I've got my problems and it starts with me.
She saw something inside that I can't see and late at night, yeah she'll comfort me.
Hold on to me, hold on to me.
I got a nervous habit and I drink too much.
She said she hates her life and want to change her ways.
She wakes in the night and whispers, oh so quiet,
Hold on to me, hold on to me.
Don't you ever leave, don't you ever leave.
I know I've got my problems and its probably me.
So, hold onto me, hold onto me.
I stay up too late and it hurts to breath.
I said its 4am, girl go back to sleep.
Sometimes at night I can here her dreams.
Come rescue me, come rescue me.
Don't you ever leave, dont you ever leave.
I know we've got our problems and its problem me.
So hold onto me, hold onto me.
I'm a drifters body in an open sea.
And I see my reflection staring right back at me.
With no place to go and you're left all alone.
There's no place like home.
Hold onto me, hold onto me.
Just stay with me, just stay with me.
I know we got our problems and you'll problem leave.
So, hold onto me, hold onto me.
I could never leave, I will never leave.
So, hold onto me, hold onto me.

I was done my quick shower and I got dried. The next song came on. Amazing by Hedley.
I just hummed the rhythm.
I was drying my hair with the towel. Leaving my hair wavy and had a wet look.
I slipped on my panties and threw on my bra. I pulled on my jeans and placed my Pierce the Veil band shirt that was XXL onto my body. I stared at my exposed arms. I traced over my old scars from the year past. Bringing bad memories back.
"Why did you have to go mommy? I miss you so much." A tear escaped from my eye.
I wiped away the tear and took a deep breath.

I'll be your strong side,
I've grown,
And every part of me will never go back.
It's what you started in me,
You better know I'm all yours.
So believe me when I say,
You're amazing,
You're amazing and its true.
No one can save me,
So baby save me like you do.

It's like the song knew my state in mind. Like it knew how i felt.
I smiled on how strange it was.
I picked up my ipod and speaker, I lowered the volume and exited the bathroom.
I walked the short distance to my bedroom.
I opened the door trying to be as quiet as possible. The lights were off.
I shut the door behind me and I turned around to find a sleepy but woken Michael standing in front of me.
"Do you mind turning the light on please." he said I between yawns and the stretch he made.
"Yeah." I quickly turned around and turned the light on.
"Ah thats better." I turned back to him. He was rubbing his eyes to adjust to the lighting.
"Did I wake you up?" He was sitting on the desk chair again.
"Actually yeah you did." he said smiling as he scratched his stubbled jaw.
"Oh. I'm so sorry." i instantly felt bad for waking him.
"You are really good." he said looking threw my music CDs that was stacked on the desk.
"Sorry? I'm good at waking you up?" I was so confused.
"*chuckles* no. At singing. That's how you woke me up. you were singing Hold Onto Me by Mayday Parade. You are a really good singer." he said as he picked up one of my CDs. It was my A Day To Remember, Homesick album.
"*nervously giggles* Um I'm not that good but thanks anyway." I went to leave to go get food when he spun back around.
"Hey Lizzy. Do you have something I can play this on?" He had my album in his hands and he was waving it.
"Um my DVD player. It will play in there." I said pointing at the DVD player in my room on top of the tv.
He nodded and got up from the chair and I spun around once again and aimed for the food.
I heard him open and close the DVD player. I heard him jog over to me.
"Hey. Remote?" He said slowing his pace. I giggled.
"Top draw of my side table."
He smiled and jogged back to my room.
I looked threw the cabinets and couldn't find anything other than a banana. Everything else I had to bake or make. I took the banana and peeled it as I heard him start playing a song.
My eyes lit up as I heard the acoustic solo of If It Means A lot To You. I smiled at his choice. Then thats when he started singing.
"And hey darling, I hope you're good tonight and I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving. Yeah I want it but no I don't need it. Tell me something sweet to get me by 'cause I can't come back home till they're singing, La, Lalala, Lalala. Till everyone is singing."
I slowly made my way to the door. I left the banana on the counter. I found him singing along as he sat in the chair with his eyes closed.
"If you can wait till I get home, then I swear to you, that we can make this last.
La, la, la. If you can wait till I get home, then I swear come tomorrow, with will all be in our past. Well it might be for the best."
He was so good. I don't know what came over me. I had to. I had no choice.
"And hey, sweetie. Well I need you here tonight and I know that you don't wanna be leaving me. Yeah you know it but I can't help it. I just feel complete when you're by my side. But I know you can't come home till they're singing, La, Lalala, Lalala."
His eyes shoot open and straight at me. He smiled at me. My cheeks fell into a deep red rose color. My stomach filled with knots. But as soon as he smiled at me. It all went away.
"Till everyone is singing, La, Lalala, Lalala. If you can wait till I get home, then I swear to you, we can make this last. If you can wait till I get home, then I swear come tomorrow, with will all be in our past. Well it might be for the best." he got up and I entered the room more closer to the music. I stared only at him though.
"You know you can't give me what I need, and even though you mean so much to me. I can't wait through everything." He got closer to me.
"Is this really happening?" He said it as it was an actual question.
"I swear I'll never be happy again and don't you dare say we can just be friends. I'm not some boy that you can sway." He smiled as I smiled back together we sang.
"We knew it'd happen eventually." We began to jump around and dance like idiots, singing.
"La, Lalala ,Lalala. Now everybody's singing, La, lalala, lalala."
I sang to the repetitive chorus as he sang.
"If you can wait till I get home. I swear we can make this last." We stopped dancing and he faced me.
"If you can wait till I get home." Then he kissed my cheek. Sending chills and butterflies all up in me.
"Then I swear we can make this last."
The song was over now. Leaving me standing there staring at him with pleasure and exhausted of what just happened. As he was doing the same. He was breathing heavily. So was I.
His eyes. His gorgeous green eyes sparkled with happiness and pleasure. Butterflies filled my stomach up to my throat.
"*coughs* hey don't you mind turning down the music next time." I turned to the door to find a smirking Jordan with his pajamas on, leaning against the doorway.
Michael and I looked back at each other and bursted into laughter. Jordan laughed along with us not 100% sure of what had just happened.
"Yeah next time we will keep it down." Michael said in between laughing and as he said it he faced me and winked.

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