its not like i like you

dreaming

Adoras POV

I don't wanna go back to the dorm and face her!

I had quite a problem with running away from my problems, but with these legs it was easy for me to do.

jokes aside, I was anxious. I hated the feeling.

"adora!"

what if I have more dirty thoug-

"adora!!"

"AH- glimmer why are you yelling" I snap back into reality

"um hello? you have literally not been responding to me calling you for more than 2 minutes now"

"huh? oh"

"adora come with me" she drags me to a nearby table at the mall and sits me down

"glimmer?"

"you need to explain what's going on with you" glimmer says folding her arms

"I don't know what you're-"

"you have been zoning out so much today, it's not like you, and you were against the trip, why?!"

"I just- I just had a bad dream that's all so I've been tired today"

"that doesn't explain anything"

how could I explain to her?! having dirty thoughts about my roommate. I guess I don't have a choice.

"okay well... have you ever... thought about kissing bow or something?"

glimmers eyes widen, her face completely flushed.

"wait wha- why are we bringing up bow?!" she says whisper-yelling

"don't you like him?!" I say whisper-yelling back

"how do you know?!"

"you idiot! you told me and besides it's obvious!"

"oh" glimmer says not whisper-yelling anymore

"okay well I have, so what?" she says

"well... I might have-"

"you thought about kissing BOW?!"

"glimmer! NO!"

"wait then who?!"

"it's..... "

"dont tell me, is it..catra?.."

I nod while being flustered.

"oh my god adora! seriously?"

"okay yeah I know- it's pretty bad but it just- just happened!"

"okay adora that's fine and all, but why are you so against the trip?"

"i don't know, things feel a bit awkward, that's all" I say nervously rubbing the back of my neck

"well then if you like her then use this trip to get her to like you!"

"woah I don't like her I just-"

"it's the perfect opportunity adora" glimmer says taking hold of my hand

I sigh, I hadn't told her everything but this is fine.

"hey guys!, what are you two talking about"

we both jump in our seats when we realise it's bow

"how long have you been standing there?" I ask

"I just got here" he replies

glimmer and I both sigh in relief while
bow stares at us confusingly, we continue our shopping trip after getting coffee.

As I head back I feel hesitant to enter the dorm, I've never thought about a person this much before.

I glance up and see scorpia at the door, I wonder what she's doing here now?... I thought I'd find catra with her but I felt somewhat relieved that she wasn't

"scorpia? is something wrong?" I ask

"adora?... ah no! It's just that catra seemed to leave to her apartment"

her apartment? I guess she didn't like the tension either.

"ah..okay" I say while opening the door

"want to come in?" I ask

"sorry maybe next time, I was just heading over to there myself" she says while walking off slowly

I don't know why but I seem to have a feeling that scorpia doesn't like me much.

"okay! bye" I walk in and shut the door standing there for a few seconds..apartment huh?

I was reminded of the first kiss we shared there, it's sort of a blur but I can still remember the feeling and how she felt.

jesus what am I thinking again? Ah whatever! I'm adora! I can get over these stupid thoughts and feelings.

however... I hate to admit but

the dorm had never felt more lonelier.