Meredith's P.O.V.
I cried. I cried a lot while walking back to the on call room. Just seeing Derek like this made me so heartbroken. I then heard a knock on my door, I hope it isn't Derek.
"Come in, " I proceeded. Cristina walked through the door.
Worry overtook her face, "Derek... he is upset. He wants to know what is the matter. Meredith, I think it's time we tell him!" I looked, "no matter how bad I want to, he can't handle the truth- no matter what." Cristina looked sad. We sat there in silence for a few minutes before I proceeded to tell Cristina, "Tell him to... leave me the hell alone. I just need to be in a better place right now. I am gonna take an absence from work. I will go pack my stuff."
Cristina's face turned from sadness to shock, "Mer, you just can't do that. What about- what about me? More importantly what about Derek!" I argued back, "He needs to continue to heal Cristina! He has PTSD, I can sense it."
"Derek, really? You have it! Have you seen your symptoms? Oh my god Mer, for once this is actually your fault!" Cristina argued once again. I got up and went to Cristina's side, "Just tell him Cristina... please!"
Cristina nodded and exited the room. I went to the resident's lounge to change back into my normal clothes. I felt a slight pain in my lower abdomen. I just ignored it, I don't think it was anything. I proceeded to put my scrubs in my bag, and then I felt a sharper, more intense pain again in the same area. I remember waking up in a gurney.
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Secret | (Merder)
FanfictionAfter the doctors of Seattle Grace Mercy West Hospital have recovered mentally and physically from the shooting. Well, except for Meredith. She still hasn't told Derek about the miscarriage. Read along as she takes twists and turns to hide her secre...
