Soft Tears ◇ SoKi

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TW SELF HARM.

Soul's pov

When I woke up, I saw Death the Kidd. He was cuddled up onto me. With closer examination I noticed he had a bandage on his neck. I touched it and he winced, in his sleep. Of course I started to feel shitty because I remembered that I'm the reason he has that bandage. And when I try to recall of what happened earlier I feel embarrassed. I looked at the alarm clock and noticed it read 3:15 am.
'So that nap we took was accidentally too long. Guess I should go back to sleep.'
Just as I was about to go back to sleep, Kidd started groaning and moving more in his sleep. It was as if he was having a bad dream. Then he started crying. And that's when I stated to try and wake him up.
"Kidd? Hey, wake up, it's just a dream" I was trying to calm him. And then he finally woke up. He looked at me like a deer in the headlights, scared and confused. And then he cuddled up into me.
"Thank you Soul. I'm sorry if I worried you." He nuzzled into my chest.
"It's ok, I'm here for you." I pet him on the head to soothe him and make him fall asleep again. And in the process I fell asleep too.

-T1me sk1p.-

I woke up again. This time it was 6:00 am though. I looked to see if Kidd was awake, and he wasn't in the bed anymore. So I instantly shot out of bed and looked for him. And then I heard the shower running so I sighed in relief. I walked back to my own room rather than Kidd's and started to get changed. We had school today and I wouldn't be surprised if we got yelled at by Lord Death for skipping yesterday and the day before. Once I was done changing I went downstairs to pack myself and Kidd a lunch. Bento boxes for today.
"Ok where is Kidd. He's taking to long." I started walking towards the bathroom and heard the shower wasn't running so I assumed he must be changing.
"Kidd hurry your ass up." I knocked on his door while saying that.
"Yeah yeah ok sir Evan." He mocked me.

K1dd's pov

'Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckkk what the fuck am I supposed to do with these fucking hickies?!'
As I internally screamed at myself Soul was yelling for me downstairs.
"KIDD I SWEAR TO DEATH IF YOU DONT HURRY YOUR ASS UP I'LL LEAVE." He yelled from downstairs
"THEN LEAVE! ITS NOT MY FAULT YOU GAVE ME HICKIES THAT I HAVE TO HIDE!" I shouted back immediately regretting everything I said. And then I heard his footsteps come up the stairs and towards my room. He opened my door and started laughing at me.
"Why not show them off?" He smirked sending shivers up my spine.
"ARE YOU CRAZY MAKA WILL GO APESHIT?!"
Then he walked up to me fucking licked my neck and spoke "leave it so the world can see. I want them to know who owns you."
I turned to him as red as a strawberry and then walked out my room. We both headed to the door and I quickly grabbed a mere scarf to hide the marks he was so proud of.

-at school-

"You guys are late." Stein deadpanned as me and Soul walked in. "Hey Death the Kidd, your dad needs you."
"Great." I left the classroom and Soul waved to me. I took a detour towards the bathroom. Once I got there I went into a stall and pulled out my razor. I rolled up my sleeve and started cutting. I sighed in relief as I saw the red drip for my arms. And of course I had to do the same of the other arm to keep the symmetry and since I was using my left hand I had to be way more careful. As I kept cutting more I started to remember why I left class in the first place. So I panicked and shot up out of the stall tried to clean myself up, rolled my sleeves down and hope that the blood would stop from running.
Once I got into my dad's room he immediately sighed, "you need to clean up yourself better. Go to the nurse kiddo. And please stop."
"Ah, I know, I'm sorry dad. Well what did you need?" I twiddled with my fingers
"Well I wanted to know how you and Soul are doing?"
"Oh! It's been actually and surprisingly very nice. He's a good partner and a strong weapon."
"Wow that's great to hear!" He clapped his hands together and I could tell he was smiling.
"Was that all?" I smiled a little at him to cheer him up.
"Yes, now please do go get some bandages and properly clean yourself. Oh before you go, does Soul know about you?"
"You mean my self harm stuff? Yeah, he's helping me out with getting better." I smiled genuinely this time.
"Also, stop skipping school!"
"Yeah yeah sorry"
I walked out of his room and sighed. I was lucky to have such a nice dad. Yeah he might be the Grim Reaper but he's got a huge heart for those he cares about. Once I continued to walk back through the hallways I realized the blood trail I made. And then someone grabbed me.
"Kidd. Give me your razors." His voice was cold and demanding
"S-soul?"
"Yes?"
"Sorry I thought you were someone else." I sighed as I said that. And then I reach in my pocket to give him my razor. He took it and put it in his. Then he rolled up my sleeves and sighed.
"Damnit why'd you do so many?"
"I'm not sure." I looked down at my feet only for him to lift my chin up. We looked into each other's eyes for a few seconds and then we started kissing. Passionately. Lost in our combined saliva we didn't notice we had an audience of one person.

"What the-" the person gasped and me and soul immediately stopped.

"Don't tell Maka. Please."

"The uhh, amazing blackstar will do his best to hide the truth. Might I ask why?" Black star pondered.

~karma hehe you're welcome for th1s one. ALSO 1TS SO HARD TO TYPE L1KE A NORMAL HUMAN WHEN 1 L1TERALLY STARTED TYP1NG L1KE TH1S AND NOW 1TS HAB1T.

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