|Member Since||Jul 16, 2013|
So this is the side of me that no one knows. I have another account but I can do and say what I want here without being judged. Because I don't give a shit to what you say that's stupid or negative. This is me getting my feelings out finally. Follow and I'll follow back. Message me if you want. I was molested by my own cousin who was like my brother. He beat me and made me feel worthless. He scraped me and cut me. He made me bleed in places that should only bleed once a month. I'm suicidal. I cut. I'm broken and I'll never be the same. I can barely sleep. I'm mildly bipolar. I'm in counseling but I hate my counselor. She's a bitch. Sometimes when I eat, I can't keep my food down. My aunt called me a nasty, attention craving whore and thought I lied. She called my school and is trying to get me suspended. My grandma who I made so many sacrifices for doesn't believe me. She says I have no shame being a stupid liar. Well she wasn't that nice about it. So yeah. Bye. I've been to hell and back. No. I'm not perfect. I'm not strong. I'm not beautiful and I'm not amazing. Stop saying that I am.