Status: WHY DOES MY BOOB ITCH?! (10 hours ago)

larryloveforever

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Let's make this clear and simple.

I am not happy I'm a depressed girl hiding in her sweater hoping that it'll shield her from all the stares and laughs 

I have a past that makes me who I am today maybe one day I'll say what has happen but until then I'll just let you wonder what could have happen to make one so miserable 

I have anxiety I have depression and I have tried telling my parents but they did not believe me they didn't want to believe that their kid was so fucked up maybe that's the reason

I cut yes I'm addicted to my own pain as sick and twisted as it sounds it's true somehow it's the only thing telling me that this nightmare of a reality I live in is real

I am insecure to an extreme I can't go a full day without my giant hoodie hiding my disgusting ass self

I've cried so many times I'm a weak girl who can't take some words being said I'm scared of people because of a few things that have happen to me which I will not get into at the time

I've always wanted to make other people smile because I know what it's like to feel so alone and trust me it fucking sucks more than you know it

I may seem perfectly happy I may smile laugh and crack a joke or two but it's all fake my smiles aren't real my laughs forced my jokes hollow

So don't tell me I looked happy you see the key word: LOOKED meaning it seemed like it but it was just a false reality it wasn't true genuine happiness...because all chances of that ever occurring died a long long time ago

And my best friend is a rusty blade 

I hope this makes everyone understand just how fucked up I really am

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4 reads votes 0 comments 0
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8 reads votes 1 comments 6
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2 reads votes 0 comments 0
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