fergie1984

Location	Monaghan, Ireland
Birthday	Jan 04
Member Since	Oct 20, 2010
Votes Received	356
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I don't think anybody really cares what type of person I am, but might as well write something.

To tell you the truth I can't really describe myself so I'll just write few facts about me.

* I'm bi, and I'm not afraid to admit it.
* I'm complete loner, I don't have any real friends, but I guess I don't mind. So many people hurt me already that I don't know how to trust someone again.
* I never had any real boyfriend, I'm cold-hearted bitch, everybody says so, I just think that I don't deserve anybody. And I don't believe in love, but I still hope.
* I wanted die so many times, and still want sometimes, the only thing that keeps me alive are thoughts of my sister, she is everything to me. And I am not that selfish as to kill myself and hurt my family.
* I'm afraid of boys, but in reality I am more boyish girl than a girly girl.
* I love black colour.
* The only way how I'm able to express my feelings is through writing and drawing.
* I love to read, I read at least 30 books per month.
* I'm rather pessimistic person.
* I love to use sarcasm.
* I hate when people ask me 'how are you', because they never want to hear the real answer.
* There is no person in this world that really knows me.
* And the fact that never changes is that the only person I truly hate is ME.
* I am good at acting and pretending.
* The only person that can make me truly cry is my mum and no mather how many times I try to deny it.
* BTW I love metal music =)

Now if you hate me, I don't care because you are not the only one.
And if you love me never tell it to me, because it will hurt me more when you leave me. Everybody leaves, maybe not today, but once when I finally open my heart to them.

Personally I don't think anybody will read this sh*t :))

Works

To be free again... ( Vampire story)

19 parts / 36 pages, updated Aug 28, 2012 PG-13

“Why can’t I remember anything? Is it possible for me to forget my hair colour, my eye colour, and my name? Am I young or am I old? How old am I? Do I have a... read more

8,439 reads

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The love against the nature 2: The Last decision

13 parts / 63 pages, updated Jun 23, 2012 PG-13

The sequel to 'The love against the nature 1: The Beginning' In order to be with Seth again, Marilyn had to make deal with King of Vampire... read more

1,223 reads

THE LOVE AGAINST THE NATURE 1: Beginning (going through editing)

19 parts / 53 pages, updated Jun 06, 2011 PG-13

Marilyn is normal teenage girl; she has family, friends and good grades. During the car accident she loses her family and she have to go to liv... read more

5,691 reads

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How can I believe you ?!

3 parts / 4 pages, updated Apr 09, 2011 PG-13

After really hard heartbreak Lauren unconsciously changes form the kind and sweet girl to bitch, that like to break rules and do whatever she wants. In spite of her p... read more

342 reads

Behind the mask

3 parts / 4 pages, updated Mar 23, 2011 PG-13

A story of a girl that lost all her hope.

305 reads

Tragic love - MY poems

1 page, updated Nov 23, 2010

140 reads

fergie1984's Reading List

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Hello Again

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fergie1984
5 months ago

@SeceretIvy I'll remember that... the same goes for you, if you ever need something just message me.

fergie1984
5 months ago

Thanks to all those people who stick around to read and support my stories, even though I didn't upload anything in some time. 
You probably aren't aware of this but I'm currently studying hard for my Leaving Certs, I took a break from most of my hobbies in order to focus on school, I want to get all A's after all. Anyway Christmas exam's are coming,so yeah I will be busy, but I try to upload something.when I'm done with them.

Thanks to all of my new fans :)

SeceretIvy
6 months ago

Hi, you know if you ever want to talk, I'm right here

Hellokatty333
9 months ago

@fergie1984 please upload

fergie1984
1 year ago

Hey guys, I just stopped by to post chapter 17 of To be free again and also to apologize for not uploading anything for so long... I am sure that most of you understand that school is almost over, and exams are coming up... my exams are coming up next week, so yeah... Needless to say, I've been pretty busy with school for past few weeks... I also started attending drumming lessons on Wednesdays :) that way I really don't have much free time, but don't worry as soon as school ends I'll start uploading my stories more frequently, I just hope you didn't lose interest because of my absence...

LJHron
1 year ago

@fergie1984 PM me why you are so busy missy:)) lol missing you around, but i know your really busy working...but is there something i should know ha sweety?;)

fergie1984
1 year ago

I'm really sorry that I didn't upload anything last week, and it seem that I won't be able to upload anything today... I'll try to upload next week but I'm just pretty busy right now, and even if I find some time for writing I just stare at the screen or write and then delete it because it's not good enough... If you give me time, I promise to post something as soon as possible... Thanks for understanding :) (Hopefully this message makes sense)

fergie1984
1 year ago

@JeraMhayGonzaga unfortunately no, I don't have softcopies... but when I'll have them I'll let you know :)

JeraMhayGonzaga
1 year ago

have softcopies? :)

khris1400
1 year ago

@fergie1984 Hey fergie :D

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To be free again... ( Vampire story)

The love against the nature 2: The Last decision

THE LOVE AGAINST THE NATURE 1: Beginning (going through editing)

How can I believe you ?!

Behind the mask

Tragic love - MY poems

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