fergie1984

Location Monaghan, Ireland
Birthday Jan 04
Member Since Oct 20, 2010
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I don't think anybody really cares what type of person I am, but might as well write something.

To tell you the truth I can't really describe myself so I'll just write few facts about me.

* I'm bi, and I'm not afraid to admit it.
* I'm complete loner, I don't have any real friends, but I guess I don't mind. So many people hurt me already that I don't know how to trust someone again.
* I never had any real boyfriend, I'm cold-hearted bitch, everybody says so, I just think that I don't deserve anybody. And I don't believe in love, but I still hope.
* I wanted die so many times, and still want sometimes, the only thing that keeps me alive are thoughts of my sister, she is everything to me. And I am not that selfish as to kill myself and hurt my family.
* I'm afraid of boys, but in reality I am more boyish girl than a girly girl.
* I love black colour.
* The only way how I'm able to express my feelings is through writing and drawing.
* I love to read, I read at least 30 books per month.
* I'm rather pessimistic person.
* I love to use sarcasm.
* I hate when people ask me 'how are you', because they never want to hear the real answer.
* There is no person in this world that really knows me.
* And the fact that never changes is that the only person I truly hate is ME.
* I am good at acting and pretending.
* The only person that can make me truly cry is my mum and no mather how many times I try to deny it.
* BTW I love metal music =)

Now if you hate me, I don't care because you are not the only one.
And if you love me never tell it to me, because it will hurt me more when you leave me. Everybody leaves, maybe not today, but once when I finally open my heart to them. 

Personally I don't think anybody will read this sh*t :))

Works

To be free again... ( Vampire story)

To be free again... ( Vampire story)

19 parts / 36 pages, updated Aug 28, 2012PG-13
“Why can’t I remember anything? Is it possible for me to forget my hair colour, my eye colour, and my name? Am I young or am I old? How old am I? Do I have a... read more
9,847 reads votes 155 comments 134
The love against the nature 2: The Last decision

The love against the nature 2: The Last decision

13 parts / 63 pages, updated Jun 23, 2012PG-13
The sequel to 'The love against the nature 1: The Beginning' In order to be with Seth again, Marilyn had to make deal with King of Vampire... read more
1,363 reads votes 59 comments 55
THE LOVE AGAINST THE NATURE 1: Beginning (going through editing)

THE LOVE AGAINST THE NATURE 1: Beginning (going through editing)

19 parts / 53 pages, updated Jun 06, 2011PG-13Completed
Marilyn is normal teenage girl; she has family, friends and good grades. During the car accident she loses her family and she have to go to liv... read more
5,957 reads votes 130 comments 77
How can I believe you ?!

How can I believe you ?!

3 parts / 4 pages, updated Apr 09, 2011PG-13
After really hard heartbreak Lauren unconsciously changes form the kind and sweet girl to bitch, that like to break rules and do whatever she wants. In spite of her p... read more
350 reads votes 12 comments 9
Behind the mask

Behind the mask

3 parts / 4 pages, updated Mar 23, 2011PG-13Video
A story of a girl that lost all her hope.
341 reads votes 14 comments 10
Tragic love - MY poems

Tragic love - MY poems

1 page, updated Nov 23, 2010
165 reads votes 5 comments 5

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I wanted someone to say that :D
To be free again... ( Vampi...

Thanks :) I'm glad you like, I actually made a huge mistake in this chapter. I feel like I revealed her true identity too soon, somehow it made me...
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@SeceretIvy the reason why I didn't upload this story yet is because it needs lots of editing, but I see what I can do this weekend, because I'm...
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@KittyKat_1D thanks again :) the book itself is mystery to me as well :D I'm always getting new ideas, it's kind of hard to follow them all but...
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@KittyKat_1D :) thank you
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