I'm just a mom, and a wife. Been together almost 20 years, my boys, 19 and 14, are amazing and are my whole world. If I'm not with them, I'm reading. Always. Anything and everything. But my current genre obsession is boyxboy. But I will read just about anything if it will make me smile or happy. I live in small town, USA. I do mean small. We just got our very own stoplight about 3 months ago. Yep, it was a big deal. Everyone knows everyone, and everyone's at the game on Friday night. It's the place to be. It's not for everyone, but I wouldn't trade it for the world.

I haven't written a chapter for my story in so long it's embarrassing, but due to a severe brain stem stroke that has left me partially paralyzed, and my brain just all messed up, it's not possible at the tine. I leave it up, hoping that it'll come back to me and I'll be able to finish. But right now my goals are things like walking and talking right before I can try an finish my book, I must work on that. 

That's it. I'm friendly when I want to be, so if you wanna know more, just drop me a line. I promise not to bite. Not too hard anyway! The Dr tells me the typing I do thru chatting here is good for my hand and arm, and my brain, so hit me up if you'd like! 

Random Facts: 

Being a mom is THE most important thing to me.
I've been smoke free since March 27, 2014.
Am an avid vaper. It's saving my life.
Baseball is the greatest thing ever!
I have a dog who thinks he's a child.
I love all kinds of music, anything really. Almost.
My favorite color is navy blue.
My nose is pierced.
I often change hair color, right now half of it's hot pink. 
I'm a reality tv junkie, but right now I'm obsessed with a British show they nickname TOWIE. 
I nickname everyone in my life that gets close to me. Everyone. 

Can't think of anything else for now. If you wanna know, just ask! 
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Finally Found (On Hold Due To Stroke. Will Continue When Possible.)

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Description: Scarlett is a small town girl, who lives and works on a farm. She is living a small town life, but that's all about to change when Ezra, the tall dark and handsome stranger comes into her life. He shows her that things she thinks don't exist actua...


@Avylinn today seems better than yesterday. That's something. I've been on a bit of a bad run honestly. The littlest things, such as changing from one set of yoga pant to another, induce a tiredness and denseness I can't quite explain. I was back to sleeping 22 hrs a day, and just felt.....stupid. Any time I was awake. Hubby had to take a few wks off work to care for me. The level of dense that I felt, and still get slightly, made me almost thing I'd had another stroke. I didn't. Dr ran the tests, but had again assured me, before the tests to be 100% certain, that I didn't because even the slightest stroke is not something my brain can survive after the last. I'm feeling a bit better each day. Getting back to what is now my new normal. In the midst of it all, the youngest broke his hand in the middle of baseball season. I was irritated at him because he honestly couldn't tell me how he did it, and he was.....I'm not sure there's words for what he was......when he was told it was broke and his season was done, he could start again in time for summer ball. Then hubby slips that he took his splint off and played catch at practice Friday. It's been 2 1/2 wks. I'm so flipping mad at them both. I can't believe because I've been down and out they convinced dr to splint instead of cast, so he could shower, and take it off while sleeping and such. Absurd Avy! And now, when he prob should have had it rebroken, and the bones put straight (it's a boxers fracture and the pinky knuckle is twisted and all jacked up. Can't straighten the finger all the way now, never will) he's taking off the splint and playing catch 2 wks after breaking it. But being the way I've been, I haven't been able to control much as the mom around here. Basically it's been the sh!t show around here without me awake or aware enough to say no. But I'm feeling pretty good today, at least for now, so they'll all have to go back to not getting away with everything if I continue on the road to feeling better. 

Well, that was a bunch of prattle, wasn't it? Lol! On the upside, in June I'm planning on starting master makeup artist courses, and  leather working lessons as well. I'm highly obsessed with steampunk, well all the punks really. Don't care if it's cyber, diesel, steam, ect...but steam is by far my favorite. I met a girl who dies leather work, along with costume creation, she's a big cosplayer (not sure if you know what that is), and she agreed to make me a custom leather corset, but only do everything, including punching the Seams for sewing, but will actually allow me to sew it together as a start to seeing if I can actually pull it off. So, I basically have a ridiculously busy plan to take classes and become certified in things I'm not even sure I can do, but damn it Avy, I'm determined. I need to get busy on figuring out what I'm going to do besides physical therapy, which is almost over, and becoming a permanent fixture of my couch. But then having the few wks like I've just had makes me worry what if it happens again. Whatever. That's my plan, and I'm excited. Wow, just more prattle huh? Lol! Guess all this non communication took it's toll and I need to get it all out, and you're the poor soul I'm unleashing it on. Sorry. 

What's new with you Avs? Gotta be something going on I missed!

Well, it's like my app didn't even register the updates. Never showed an upload, nor my little orange bit and new symbol. But it registered your reply to my comment from way back in February, so when I went to go put it back to ch 11, I was like HEY BONUS, but it was like being super excited and really irritated because I wasn't sure how long ago I really could have read them. And I kept falling asleep and couldn't get through it (a stroke disability thing, not your chapters. Realized that sounded bad) and was getting irritated with myself because all I wanted was to read the chapters! 

Finally finished today. Loved! Ok, I wasted to much time typing gibberish. Sorry. My arm is just done for now, but i loved then so very vert much.

Ugh. If only I could know what Dante us thinking! As I'm sure Chris has felt a million times the same as me. I'm just ready to not cry. But I'm impatient and we know this. I'll suffer because once their happy I know it'll have been so worth all the tears and pain I've gone through. Sounds like it's my relationship, don't i? Smh. Great chapters.