SecretlySomebody

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Hi, it's Secretly
I love to write: poems, stories, short stories...anything. Even a few songs.
I'm fun, outgoing, don't give a damn what the haters think, super friendly and make friends with about anyone, and are tired of putting up with the backstabbing and trash-talking shit that is High School. Mess with me all you want...mess with my friends and you're going to fucking die.

I've been struggling with depression for about...two or three years now. It seems like every time I think I'm getting better something drags me back down into the hole. I have been a cutter, I have considered suicide, and yes I've even tried to run away. I guess I'm too weak to do the last two but whatever. I'm a sophomore-two more years and I'm out of here anyway.

I tend not to make the best decisions in regards to friends and especially the guys I date. Apparently I trust the wrong people but the right people always leave out of my life somehow, and usually its like fate does it.

I do have a religion-I'm a Christian. I know that my God is with me every step of the way and he knows exactly how much I can and cannot handle, but I feel like if anything else happens in my life that has a negative effect....I'm gonna brake.

I know I seem kinda morbid and down but I'm actually not. I have my good days and bad days. I generally can make friends with anyone and everyone, it's my inner circle of friends that are the problem. I don't want anyone's sympathy or pity, that's not why I wrote this. This is me. I'd rather be real than fake any day.

~Secretly