Status: complicated but makes very little sense. who? oh shit, i'm talking about myself again (8 hours ago)

Rebellious_Hope

Name	hope
Location	beyond infinity
Birthday	Apr 04
Member Since	Jan 01, 2011
Votes Received	30
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i am someone who gets moved easily. i am under influence. i'm still embracing my flaws. i am inspired by me, by you, by the world. i always wonder how people don't get it. we all need each other to survive. it's not that shallow. we don't exist. we co-exist. we live in a combination of colors and long-lived breaths. i am fascinated with the universe. with art, with the concept of saving someone. i like metaphors and city lights. i fall inlove with stories, and i get more attached with fictitious characters more than i do with 'real' people. i feel like i've lived too many lives. but i feel like i'm failing my own. i feel like i'm too young for my thoughts. i'm only fifteen years old. i get my phrases wrongly placed. i drink too much coffee. i adore John Green. i'm scared to grow older. i like writing in blue pen. i am a mess. i like to pretend i know a thing or two about life- but in all honesty, i know nothing about it. i wish i can tell you a story about me and a guy i've fallen deeply inlove with. but i have empty pockets that hold no stories to retell. i've never fallen in love. i like oceans, travelling, music, doing music, food, and a handful of inspirations. i also think that the rainy, chilly weathers bring too much nostalgia. i like being alone. but in some solitary moments, i find myself longing for any kind of company. good company or shit company. i long to be touched. i long to be comforted. i long to be reassured that i'm not worthless. i long for people who will understand, because sometimes it's hard for others to get it. to get me. and i understand, because it's not really easy to understand me. but that doesn't mean i don't wish for those who finally would. i'm not good at writing. i do it to kill time. i have no excuses whatsoever for doing what i want at the moment. 

>>>>
it's such a lovely opportunity to finally meet you. 
do the honor and graze my world.
slowly, but surely. 
one step at a time.
one foot in front of the other.

Works

Abundant Vacancy

2 pages, updated May 13, 2013 PG-13

Harley has always thought of life as a path. But not a straight one, no. It's full of puzzles, riddles, and games. There's no cleared and alighted road to walk on to. No ... read more

8 reads

Like Deep Oceans

2 parts / 1 page, updated Mar 06, 2013

Breathe. The burning part is over. But is it, really? Pain. A constant reminder of life. Nothing to say, but so much more inside. Fickle heart, come, let's break.

273 reads

Sedated Fire

1 page, updated Sep 29, 2012

All was fine. Unhindered and free, void of anything that meant harm. Until the night came, and everything fell. //ATTYs Entry//

44 reads

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Message Board

adomania
1 day ago

ack guilty of the same crime here so that's okay.
omfg I'm seriously trying to touch your profile pic aww boo.
I need chocolate too :c
your love resurrected me ehehehe :3
I love every bio you have/had. I can never write a bio that's informative asdfghjkl.
but yeah yours are always perfect <3
iloveyoumoooooar :3

yay hugs xx

Rebellious_Hope
2 days ago

@transcendent_ you're welcome. c:

transcendent_
2 days ago

thanks a lot for following! :)

adomania
3 days ago

I read your comment. and I want to die peacefully right now.
thank you so so much :') ily bby.
and I've missed you.
and I love the new bio.
especially the last words in it. c;

adomania
2 weeks ago

Wink wink. See what I'd did there? Bahaha
Yes, yes you are. Aww.
Well it's a poison I'll be quite addicted to.
Just keep spreading the joy bby. You're perfect for doing so :")
I love long messages so no worries haha. I will 'mind' you for eternity

T H A N K S for the hope you've given me H O P E. 
wow that was confusing o.o
I luv your imagination indeed. ^^

adomania
2 weeks ago

It's hard not to love Wattpad -.-

Ah see we're opposites. I tend to make more sense when I'm sleep and caffeine deprived lmfao. Just look at it this way, you see it as a brain, a zombie sees it as something precious. So be thankful for that brain [this is way to random but I am random so you should've know that before lawl] Yes I agree being lame is quite fun. Okay now I want chocolate cake. We have the same condition my friend. Mine is even worst cause I confuse people with food. I saw what you did there o.o disgustingly ridiculous? Lmfao sounds about right haha. Oh my God that ward needs to be legit like right now. Smartassery is so awesome. You have an English accent? :3

Oh now I get why Adam is like this o.o

I can't wait for the day that I'll be puking rainbows. Sigh sigh. Well I'm glad you've overcome it. Wait for me to do so mine. It's so hard when the problem is just so large and scary and I don't even know what to do because I'm all torn up inside and I can't even vent my stupid feelings because no one gives a damn about it. Okay I'm done. (Yes sadness is so jealous of cool people that it torments them) I have no windows to look for sunshine.
It's an idiotic thing that we can't help. Thanks for all this amazing advice and for sharing your own experience. It really gave me a different perspective of things.

ADAM IS LUCKY TO HAVE A STALKER LIKE YOU :3

That sounds so adorable. Kiddie-sized hehe. And how can you even be fluffy? o.o what you have fur or some thing?
I still don't see that dumb-self. She does not exist

Pretty is a pretty shallow word bahaha that just made me laugh cause you used pretty twice. I am so lame it's scary.
I just called you beautiful. So are you on the ground yet? :3
Well, thank you. I'm not pretty really but thanks still.

Don't worry the world needs people like you. Cause without your type we'll just be one stew of depression. Haha you're adorbs so so much xD

Living you and wild and free :3
Evil is just simply to L i v e :'s

adomania
2 weeks ago

Ack I'm sorry. I thought I had posted this long message. Wattpad did not post it D: 
So I'll rewrite it.

You're not lame. Come on, you're like one of the coolest people I know. Okay? Okay.

Wait hold the phone, it's a phase? That's sort of a relief.
Is it the kind of phase that I /must/ go through or I can just skip to the next part. Tbh it's horrible.
Oh so now Wattpad's witnessing mine. Oh great.
And thank you. You're quite an amazing friend so ily. 

Where exactly do you stalk him? Like in my profile? And you didn't leave us a message? :o 
Lmfao just kidding. ;) I have forgiven you. Cause like I said you're too awesome.

Gawd if retarded meant cute then sure, you look retarded.
Where's your dumb self? I don't believe I can find that anywhere :P

I think all of us believes that we aren't pretty. I don't even w a n t to be pretty. Because 'pretty', is a shallow word. S I'm sorry for calling you that. I should've told you that you are
 B E A U T I F U L. 

There's not a thing you can do to endanger our race. Like come on, you'll only make it better I bet. ;)

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perfected
2 weeks ago

that's you in your bg? 
where you from? c: 

prettyyy. <3

adomania
2 weeks ago

cause I'm cool like that c;
if you're lame that makes both of us.
But seriously, you're not lame.

It's a phase? So is this the kind of phase that just /has/ to happen or can I bid it goodbye so I can save myself the time. 
Okay now Wattpad's witnessing mine. oh great.
Thanks lovely. And it feels nice to know that someone went through it all too.

Where exactly do you stalk him? Like on my profile? And you didn't leave us a message?! :O oh well it's fine. :3

Lawl I'll do it too. If I can tho. But I'm on my iPad so I can't lol. Haha you do not look retarded. But if retarded means cute in your dictionary then sure. 

where's your dumb self? I don't believe it exists anywhere :P

Yah we all feel that way. 
Sometimes we don't even want to be pretty. 
Cause 'pretty' is a shallow word. So I'm sorry for calling you that.
 I should've told you, you are B E A U T I F U L.
There's no possible way for you to harm our race so keep calm. ;)

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Rebellious_Hope
2 weeks ago