|Member Since||Jan 01, 2011|
i am someone who gets moved easily. i am under influence. i'm still embracing my flaws. i am inspired by me, by you, by the world. i always wonder how people don't get it. we all need each other to survive. it's not that shallow. we don't exist. we co-exist. we live in a combination of colors and long-lived breaths. i am fascinated with the universe. with art, with the concept of saving someone. i like metaphors and city lights. i fall inlove with stories, and i get more attached with fictitious characters more than i do with 'real' people. i feel like i've lived too many lives. but i feel like i'm failing my own. i feel like i'm too young for my thoughts. i'm only fifteen years old. i get my phrases wrongly placed. i drink too much coffee. i adore John Green. i'm scared to grow older. i like writing in blue pen. i am a mess. i like to pretend i know a thing or two about life- but in all honesty, i know nothing about it. i wish i can tell you a story about me and a guy i've fallen deeply inlove with. but i have empty pockets that hold no stories to retell. i've never fallen in love. i like oceans, travelling, music, doing music, food, and a handful of inspirations. i also think that the rainy, chilly weathers bring too much nostalgia. i like being alone. but in some solitary moments, i find myself longing for any kind of company. good company or shit company. i long to be touched. i long to be comforted. i long to be reassured that i'm not worthless. i long for people who will understand, because sometimes it's hard for others to get it. to get me. and i understand, because it's not really easy to understand me. but that doesn't mean i don't wish for those who finally would. i'm not good at writing. i do it to kill time. i have no excuses whatsoever for doing what i want at the moment. >>>> it's such a lovely opportunity to finally meet you. do the honor and graze my world. slowly, but surely. one step at a time. one foot in front of the other.