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My names Scarlett but I go by scar. I'm not happy anymore. My smiles are forced, and I'm not okay. This ain't a fucking pity party. I'm not perfect, I'm not even decent. I can't stand the way I look anymore because I can't see past my flaws....there are just so many. I hate seeing cute couples, Because I know I'll never have that, no one can love a girl incapable of feeling anything but sadness and rage. Some days I'm happy, hyper even but then reality comes cashing down and I loose hope. I'm not suicidal, I'm too much of a wimp to even consider that as an option. Every one thinks I'm so strong but in reality Im falling apart. I don't know how much longer I can hide from everyone. What right do I have to be sad, when so many more have it so much fucking worse? I bet they never took a razor to their skin, causing them self pain, because they we stronger than me. I'm fucked up, I have problems, I will never be normal, I will never find happiness. Depression is a bitch that takes over sorry if my story bored you or made you sad. All that are experiencing depression can talk to me, We are all fighting the same war, Our demons just hold a different face. ^_^
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"If you have ever, Taken a blade to that beautiful body of yours, Skipped a meal at least once on purpose, Cried youself to sleep because you weren't "good enough", Tried any form of self-harm, Thought of/attempted to take your own life, repost this, lets see how many of us there are"

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 █ 10% Uncool
 ██ 20% Hilarious
 ███ 30% Fun
 ████ 40% SARCASTIC!
 █████ 50% Depressed
 ██████ 60% Hyper
 ███████ 70% VIOLENT
 ████████ 80% EMO
 █████████ 90% REBELLIOUS 
 ██████████ 100% ADDICTED TO THE PAIN

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