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IamWhatYouMadeMeToBe

Name Ayesha or Ara
Location Oxford, England, GB
Birthday Nov 21
Member Since Aug 07, 2010
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My name is Ayesha. That handsome devil in the profile picture is me(at least the one imitating a puffer fish, is), fap away. I love rain. I hate winter sun. I love thunderstorms. I love rock music. I hate pop music. I am 15 and fucked up in the head (if you hadn't realized that, I question you skills of deduction).
I believe in world revolution for a more liberal society.
We all bleed the same, we all feel pain. We all are born and live in a fucked up world that doesn't give a shit about us. 
I'm frustrated with the world. I'm angry and confused. I want to be a neuroscientist (research into the origins of morality) or a political activist because, guess what? The world fucking sucks; and I want to change it. We have war, poverty, murder and evil and it is so very sickeningly normal for us!  It doesn't have to be this way

"They’ll try to take your pride. Try to take your soul. They’ll try to take all the control. They’ll look you in the eyes. Fill you full of lies. Believe me they’re gonna try. So when you’re feeling crazy. And things fall apart. Listen to your head. Remember who you are. You’re the one. You’re the unbreakable heart"
-Three Days Grace

"Life for you has been less than kind. So, take a number and stand in line. We've all been sorry, we've all be hurt; but it's how we survive that makes us who we are!"
-Rise Against

"In the end, I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid to die."
-Black Veil Brides

" Life is about always being true to who you are or what you believe in. Never let anyone convince you that their way is better than your way. In the end all we have is our hearts and minds. This is the reason we sing, this is the reason we cry, this is why we live."
-Andy Biersack, Black Veil Brides

Creedy: Die! Die! Why won't you die?... Why won't you die? 
V: Beneath this mask there is more than flesh. Beneath this mask there is an idea, Mr. Creedy, and ideas are bulletproof.
-V for Vendetta

"Sherlock or GTFO"
-My BFF Padge.

Works

There Is No God

There Is No God

4 parts / 4 pages, updated Nov 09, 2012PG-13
I don't believe in God. My whole life I've been told I should... So I'm going to tell you why I shouldn't
820 reads votes 29 comments 179
When Angels Cry Blood {Controversy/Teen Fiction/Spiritual}

When Angels Cry Blood {Controversy/Teen Fiction/Spiritual}

6 parts / 7 pages, updated May 19, 2012PGVideoPictures
"Don't you see the irony here? We were named after angels. The archangels. The highest of purity, yet here we are. F*cked up as the rest... read more
1,147 reads votes 34 comments 23
Alpha of UK vs. Alpha of USA Book 2: UK & USA vs Them {on hold/discontinued}

Alpha of UK vs. Alpha of USA Book 2: UK & USA vs Them {on hold/discontinued}

28 parts / 33 pages, updated Feb 18, 2011PG-13VideoPictures
Book 1: Sometimes love is not a pleasure but more of a nuisance. Just ask Samantha and Chance. Two of the most powerful Alphas the Werewolf ... read more
108,860 reads votes 835 comments 266
IamWhatYouMadeMeToBe's Reading ListControversy - Shit just got REAL!Religion ... or rather lack ofScience Fiction *Puts on comicon hat*I AM SHER-LOCKEDInternational! *waves flags*I really need to stop reading this kind of stuff

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Destined To Be His: Forthcoming Book
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JacobSummers
JacobSummers

5 days ago
@IamWhatYouMadeMeToBe  Sorry it's taken so long to get back to you.  I haven't been wattpad a whole lot except to post new stories. But anyways, it's going well over here.  
Hi There new fan o'mine. I popped over to say hello to you and thanks for fanning!
EmmaJ_TW
EmmaJ_TW

1 month ago
@IamWhatYouMadeMeToBe I agree, You do need a life xD Jokingggg How's life in Oxford? :D 
TheDivineMissM
TheDivineMissM

1 month ago
Oh my god, my stupid computer spazzed and I just unfollowed you :O FIXING NOW!!! *cries in corner*
TheDivineMissM
TheDivineMissM

1 month ago
@IamWhatYouMadeMeToBe Well at least now the fangirls won't draw porn of Sherlock and John Watson. I mean I'm all for equal rights, but SHERLOCK ISN'T GAY! At least be realistic!

How are you? :D
Broady
Broady

1 month ago
WOW. V for Vendetta AND Oscar Wilde in the same page. 
And I entirely agree with you on the liberalism - the world we live in is pretty ridiculous :/ 
When Angels Cry Blood is such a great read. Voted. 
@Elementary I agree :) You're sincerely welcome :P
@TheDivineMissM Yes I have. I have one problem with it though. WATSON IS NOT A GIRL!!! How dare they make him such?!
@EmmaJ_TW Hahaha... 69.... I got more amusement out of that than I probably should... Geesh... I need a social life.... I need a life. Full Stop.
@JacobSummers It's going good... I finally know what I'm doing school wise and from no onwards I have to get A/A* or else I won't be able to get into the Sixth Form School I want to -_- I desperately want a job, but I can't get one because I'm 15, so don't have a National Insurance Number yet. So I'm screwed for the next 7 months till my birthday. Making the world a better place is hard when you're too young to be given a f'in' chance.

How about you? How's life going on your side of "the pond"?

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