|Member Since||Dec 20, 2010|
I listen to music to keep me sane. For everyone, home is a place to rest. Perfect place where trusted people dwells. Unfortunately for me it doesn't work that way, it's hell. The reason of life is survival, and we keep doing it when we alive to the day we died. It's been quite long for me to wander around, sending S.O.S because I realize something is wrong. Until I realize that in this life, we actually alone. It took me about a year to accept the loneliness. And when I did, I went inside my room. And lock myself in. For about two, fucking years. I waste my time trying to run away from my family, and they wasting their time thinking how much they hate me. Because I am useless. An idiot. Extra mouth to feed. Extra electricity to pay. They said family relationship is like human and their limbs. When the limbs become parasite, the love is gone. I'm a cancer, a tumor in someone's body. And they want to get rid of it. Because the love is gone. Losing a family is like house without foundation. But I have to get over it. To survive. I'm loner and misunderstood. Perfect scapegoat. So if you can't love me, don't hurt me. If you can't stay with me, better stay away from me. Here I am, the lone wolf. Tree without roots, house without foundation. Person without identity. I use different names, and writing my scars down. I am thousand faces.
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