Im curse.I mean, for now? I know if I am accepted I will be able to be my normal self. But right now I am short, and fat without the chance of losing weight, I am dispoportioned in my face, and completely ugly. How im going to be accepted... Im starting to think its impossibe. So im running away to see family and get away from the torture of my classmates. Its hard though, exspecially when your blind and mute.