Oh, I Ate Before I Came... (Larry Stylinson/ Ziall Horlik)

"Oh I ate before I came..." "Of course I'm eating properly!" "I'm not hungry..." "I don't feel very well.." Harry Styles has secrets. Lots. And lots of secrets.... Wanna know some? Harry cuts. Harry starves himself. Harry is slowly wasting away. Harry gets beaten at home. Harry's a closet gay. And nobody even knows. Everyday when he comes home from school he goes to the bathroom to weigh himself. He doesn't see the stick figure with their bones jutting out in the mirror. No. He sees himself as overweight. Sickening. Fat. That's why he starves himself. That's why he cuts. But things are going to change... Louis Tomlinson. A bright cheerful confident boy. Has nothing to hide (well except his sexuality). Everyone loves Louis. But unfortunately for Louis his step dad has got a new job in none other than Cheshire. When Louis starts at Holmes Chapel he instantly makes friends with a lot of people. Except one. No matter how hard he tries. The curly haired boy pushes him away. He pushes everyone away. Two boys. A heck of a lot of secrets. Can Louis finally fix Harry and make him see just the real him? Or will he push him further down into a spiralling pit of self hatred? **WARNING MAY CONTAIN EATING DISORDERS, CUTTING, BOYXBOY, SWEARING DO NOT READ IF YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED**
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this is why i run, atm my bmi is at 18.5 and my waist is 24.5", problem is i have no boobsand i swear my legs look so unhealthy
I'm listening to Angel by Sarah McLachlan right now and combining it with this fanfic is like a recipe for melancholia
THEY DON'T KNOW ABOUT THE THINGS WE DO, THE DONT KNOW ABOUT THE 'I LOVE YOU'S BUT I BET THAT IF THEY ONLY KNEW, THEY'LL JUST BE JEALOUS OF US
MEEEEEEEEE!!! But I'm 12, 5'1, and 100 pounds. I know it's not much but it makes me feel gross.
That's why nobody loves me, I'm a fat ugly sh.t who needs to lose weight. I need to starve to be beautiful
I s it weird that I don't starve myself or self harm and  I am 5 stone 10


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