Sorryy but this is my really really late work so it's as bad as hell. I'll be embarassed if you read it >< ...why dont I delete it? Because I dont have any other copy. So I'd like to preserve it. Well, idk how to make this a draft either. So yeah :/ . . . Life is painful yet colorful, miserable yet estimable, cruel yet gentle, treacherous yet faithful, expectable yet unexpected, unintelligible yet comprehensible. ..... I faced all those grotesque circumstances just for the sake of rescuing his smile. But I didn't regret it at all. I would do anything as long as I can see his smile. Yeah, that gently smile of him.