People say you should follow your dreams, fight for them, stick to what's important to you. Let's be honest: that's bullshit. As soon as you have a dream and tell someone about it, they'll judge you. It's not important what kind of dream that is, maybe it is a new love, a shop you want to open, maybe you just want to become a better person, nobody will believe in you. So listen what I'm telling you now: you don't need their acceptance. They don't care, fine, then you won't either. Just follow the thing that makes your world brighter. It is like that's your personal sun and you´re the earth, circling around it, your center of existence. Because it's your sun, not theirs, so do what makes you happy. So here's my story how I reached for the sun and eventually burnt me. This story starts short after Justin announced his break.