started : may 17th 2015 completed : august 22nd 2015 Hello, it has been 3 years since I started this book and nearly 4 years since I started writing on Wattpad. I am now in a very different place in my life. I first started writing when I was 15/16 and I'm 19 now, almost 20 yrs old. All I want to say is, you may like this book but to me it's a very sad and worrying book. I felt a lot of things in the time I was writing it. It's to me- dark. And I wouldn't wish this darkness I felt on anyone so please do not read this book if it starts to affect you in a bad way. I also want to say, I used to think writing in lowercase was really cool and it became a habbit so please try to ignore it. This book is just full of raw emotion.