I could feel his lips lingering over my ear, as if the breath he was emerging from his mouth was a new kind of feeling, one that I had to have all around me. He taped my back three times. 1, 2, 3. I froze, knowing that what he thinks that means, means something different to me. I had this sudden urge to push him off of me, but my heart told me to grab him closer to my lonely soul. He was new to the school, and to my whole world, but he seemed to keep me surprised.