I think when it's all over it comes back and flashes, you know? It's like a kaleidoscope of memories but it just all comes back. But he never does it's the feeling that comes along with it, I knew his world moved to fast and burned to bright. How can the devil be pulling you towards someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you? I guess I just lost my balance, the worse part wasn't losing him.....it was losing me