A self proclaimed BITCH, PARTY WILD FREAK, and a JERK.
She zoned out all of the things around her except her family, a certain event and a certain person turns her out to be in this state.
She thinks being an average doesn't suit her. And being average was definitely a big factor she's going to get rid of herself, she thinks it's the cause why that certain person dumped her. She thinks he got bored of her, because she's too plain and simple.
that's why she changed herself to a person she thinks way too far from being an average..