"In a bad situation, I know every word I want to say, but I have every reason not to. . . ."
My book of songs and poems on my life. I've always had to bite back my tongue and make sure I didn't say a few certain things so I didn't make my problems worse. When I get the chance, I go and right those words I didn't allow myself to say in a song. I've got a ton of things I either couldn't say or didn't have the nerve to written in here. Like, my apologies for not being what I should've been to some people, things I swear I'll never tell my ex (ever), what I've wanted to say to my parents all this time, and so much more. I haven't been able to say a lot of things, but I made my songs a way of getting it all out of my system, so I don't have to regret everything I never said to someone. I'm usually an outspoken person, but I save my best (and most hurtful) words last in my books of songs.