Good girl & Bad boy. Cliché!

* Chapter 25 *

Chapter 25

 

 

 

 

 

 

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☯ Cameron Ryder  ☯

I watched her run away and it took everything in me to not grab her hand and pull her to me, never letting her go. But I had to do this. There wasn’t any other option left. It’s not that I didn’t think it over, all night instead of sleeping this is what I was doing – thinking of ways to keep Grace with me.

I loved her.

I didn’t think I was in love with her, I knew it.

“Have you fucking lost it Cameron?” Chris shouted at me angrily. Even his voice and his words reflected how stupid I am.

I wasn’t in a mood to listen to lectures. I had thought about it and I knew I was right.

“Mind your own business, Chris.” I said arrogantly.

“Throw this arrogance away, Cam. You have any idea what you have done?” he asked.

I sighed and slumped down on the nearest chair. “I know.” I said running a hand through my hair. I know what I have done and I will regret it every day of my life but I know I’m doing the right thing.

“Oh, give up the lost boy look Cam. You are a fucking idiot!” he shouted at me and my own anger rose. I got up and walked towards Chris, taking hold of his collar.

“don’t I know it? Don’t I know what an idiot I am? Don’t I know what I have done? What I have lost? I know it, damn it! I fucking know it. But do you think I did it on purpose? You think this is what I wanted? No! I didn’t! it killed me to do this but I had to. If I had a choice, trust me Chris I wouldn’t have done it ever. Ever!” I said, taking out all my anger on him.

I let go of his collar and stepped back. I didn’t want to do this. I didn’t want to take all my anger on someone else when in fact the one responsible is I. He just got on my nerves and it just..

“What do you mean you didn’t have a choice?” Chris asked confused.

I sighed.

“Which girl would want to be with a guy like me, Chris? I’m hardly a normal high school teenager.” I laughed humorlessly. “I’m the last person to be called that. I know that still, no matter what, she will be with me but do you think she deserves it? To be tangled in all the mess I am?” I asked.