Just got outta juvy and I'm doing great.
Handling my 'C' average perfectly. Hooked up with the hottest cheerleader. Not to mention, my football career is really taking off. I'm a strait up beast.
So I should feel pretty great about myself right? I have everything I really want.
But sometimes, secretly, I feel like I'm in over my head with this bad boy stuff. Don't get me wrong, being feared everyday is like, eating a bowl of candy, but at the end of the day, when it all comes down to it...I feel alone.
God, this emotional side of me really grosses me out.
I didn't used to be this way. All bad-A and what not. I used to be a good kid with like, a good future or something. But, my life kinda fell apart.
No one really knows since I don't talk about it but, my parents passed away a few years back. They were having their anual Friday date night, and some idiot drunk driver ran the red light. The ER said they died on impact...
I live with my aunt and uncle now, and they're awesome, but they can't replace my parents.
After all that, I decided to turn my back to the world. Why did that crap have to happen to me? It's so, so...agitating! I just want to scream at people sometimes when I hear, "My mom sucks for taking away my phone." "I hate my dad! He won't even let me come over to your house!"