Confused.

Okay. THERE IS ABSOLUTELY nooooo CHANCE! NO CHANCE that i'm gonna continue this story seriously NO FUKN CHANCE!

however, i may do so.. if u guys like it.It was created 10 March 2009, 00:34:05 Yup.

N Its in this particular format for a reason.Im jus posting it cuz I know dat some people get bored n want to read n stuff.

NEWAYS. BYE.

Confused.

The story of my life. Ups and downs. Smiles and frowns. Friends you think you know and the ones who prove to you you're a prick! With that said, all I am in life is confused.

"Wake up now!" my mum shouted in my ear.  I got up immediately still tired. I yawned went into the bathroom and did what I had to do. I got out and looked at the time. 7:35. Shit Shit Shit. I missed the 1st bus now I had to wait for 10minutes, I was now on track to being late to school. My mum heard me moving in the house. "Are you still in my house?" "No. I'm not still in your house." I replied back. Tryna quickly get dressed before she went mad. I finally finished. Left yard and had that feeling that I had left suttin behind. At the bus stop I realised I had left my work in my yard. Argh! Fuck sake. Year9 was a long ting. What happened to them jokes in year7 and 8 times. All the girldem had grown up. Quick to loose their v's. Manz were now quick to rob and "bun". SKN. I got on the bus knowing I would see Vita at the bus stop. Sure enough she got on my bus. Late for school as always. Her mumzy didn't care bout her and she didn't care about her mumzy either. They had a really interesting love hate relationship.

Vita: Oi, my bitch. Whats good with you?

" Nuttin you nah, I'm late for school man."

She started laughing

"Not funny you yardie."

Vita: Lol, call me yardie now, when I'm ballin in my Maybach come call me yardie then.

We both laughed. Vita was my Jamaican sweetheart. I loved her off because she was so funny. We met in year7 and haven't stopped talking since. She was one of my closest bredrins and I could trust her with anything. But then again; I had no secrets my sheet was clean. I had nuttin to hide from no-one.

Vita: So how was your weekend baby?

"Hmm, boring as usual. You?"

Vita: Was jamming with Tyrone and his bunch one mad shubz man you shuda been there.

I shoulda been there. Everyone kept saying that. "You shoulda been there" I was sick and tired of hearing that. I refused to change who I was for what? Hood status so people know who I be? Argh! So stupid

"Isit? So I know suttin happened cah your bare grinning teeth."

Vita: Me and Jordan are going out!

"Wait, light skinned Jordan. The one you used to cuss in year7 bout his braces; the one you told me on Friday you hated?"

Vita: Yeh him. I was wining on him and we fell in love.

I tried hard not to laugh so I drank some of her apple juice and pretended to choke while I laughed my arse off ona sly. What was the world coming to? She fell in love winin on him!? Say nuttin.

"Aww," I replied being sarcastic.

Vita: Omy days, Tyrone said he liked you!

My heart skipped a beat then started beating again.

"Isit." I replied cautiously. As well as being stupid this girl was sly. She had a way of hooking people up and I weren't on nuttin.

"The same Tyron I hate with a passion?"

Vita: Yup, you like each other man. Stop with the nonsense.

"No I hate him with a passion! I have no like or love for him! I hate him. Say nuttin.

Vita: Lol, all the same with your "say nuttin" well I'm sayin there's something there so boy!

We talked for long well for a bit then the yr11's got on. As soon as we got to their stop I could see all the youngers on the bus watching and clocking manz. Dirty skets. Say nuttin. I rolled my eyes and continued talking to Vita. She clocked aswell and we started laughing. They got on the bus with their hype and noise. They made their way to the back of the bus with their loud music and ting. Them times there, Lethal B was the shit. People were still Leanin wit it and rockin wit it. Me and Vita startin spittin to "POW".

Vita: Pow

"Yeah I'm Lee for the B

Vita: Pow

"You don't know about me"