I wanna save you (A Larry Stylinson fan-fic Student/Teacher)

Chapter 27

(Louis POV)

I've been sitting here waiting for ages now, I can't keep still. I just can't stand the thought of Harry being alone not knowing what is happening. I can't stop thinking about the pain he endured through what went on before Liam found him. Why wasn't I there? I told him I wouldn't let anyone get to him and I let him down again.

"Mr Tomlinson?"

My head shoots up and I rush over to the nurse who called my name.

'Yes, Is Harry ok? What's happening? Can I see him? No one has told me anything?!" my words wont stop I have been waiting for so long i am desperate for someone to tell me something.

"Mr Tomlinson please calm down, We have managed to stop the bleeding in the boys brain. However Mr Styles remains in critical condition and we have had to place him into a coma as he is unable to breath on his own?"

Different thoughts started going round in my head, How will I tell his parents what had happened? How can I kill whoever did this without going to jail? but most importantly How can I help Harry get through this? and Will he get through this?

"Mr Tomlinson are you alright I understand its alot to take in?"

"I will be fine..Urmm Can I see him?" I asked trying to sound professional even though I really couldn't care less about that right now all I care about is harry.

"Yes he's through there" She says pointing to the room down the hall.

"Thank you" I said to the nurse before heading down the corridor. A walk has never felt more longer than it does right now suddenly the corridor seems to go on for miles with no sign of a destination. Or at least that's what  I wanted to happen. But luck wasn't on my side as i reached the door marked 213 also know as the room Harry was in.

I stood there looking at the door for what seemed like hours when really it was just a few seconds. Tying to convince myself i was prepared to go in there when really nothing can prepare you for the sight of a loved on lay in a hospital bed with wires and tubes sticking out of them like part of some machine a machine that is the only thing standing between there life and death. 

But the though of harry being alone in there made me push the door open and walk into the room. I scanned the room till my eyes landed on Harry. I couldn't breathe all the air in my lungs was gone It felt like a nightmare the only sound in the room was the sound of Harry's heart monitor that was the only thing telling me he was alive if it wasn't for that I would of thought he was dead. I walk closer to his bed side close enough to see his face clearly. This isn't Harry, this is not my Harry Lifeless and sad. Harry is cheeky and fun with that amazing smile of his plastered on his face when ever we are together. I can no longer hold the tears that are building up on my eyes. I fall into the chair next to his bed and grip his hand tightly.

"Harry, I'm so sorry for what has happened to you. You shouldn't have to deal with this, I know how you feel and it isn't a nice place to be in feeling like no matter what you do or where you go the whole world is against you, judgment round every corner. I know why you cut, why you scatter marks all over you skin. It's because you feel like it's your fault, that if you weren't who you are things would be different and you wouldn't have to go through this. You feel like you deserve to be punished for being who you are when really that's all you should be. You should never have to change or feel like you need to change for anyone. Now I don't know if you can hear me right now Harry or I'm just going to have to somehow remember this and say it to you later but you don't deserve any of this. I can't even describe how amazing you are Harry because if I'm being honest here there isn't any word that would be able to do you justice. Please don't stop fighting, your a warrior no matter how many times they can try and bring you down you always get back up and keep going and this time isn't going to be any different except the fact that this time you won't be alone fighting on your own, you will have me".

It's hard for me to talk through the sobs. My vision clouded by the tears. But I managed to let out one last heartbreaking plea to Harry hoping to go he can hear me.

"So Harry please don't give up before we have the chance to fight."

I break down right there hugging him begging for some sign of life anything.

*BEEEEEEP*

"HARRY? WHATS HAPPENING?!"

Suddenly everything was going by in slow motion. Doctors shouting, people screaming. Then I felt arms around me pulling me out of the room. I fought and fought to be free but nothing I could do worked. The last thing I saw was Harry surrounded by doctors trying to resuscitate him before the doors closed in my face.

I've lost him, I've lost Harry. I couldn't save him....

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guys i have actually updated!!! HORRAAYYYYY. but on a serious note i am so sorry that i haven't in ages i just haven't had the time due to college work and now being part of a production company and a corporate film division on top of my YouTube channel its alot to handle but i will hopefully be able to update more often but sadly i cant promise anything please understand and know that i 100% appreciate all the support and love you give to this story so thank you.

AND DON'T WORRY THIS IS NOT THE END OF I WANNA SAVE YOU! LOTS OF MORE CHAPTERS TO COME!!!!

Love you all soo much!

Katie xx