You gaze on the spiderweb cracks slowly spreading to edge
Oh how i wish i were dead
Ill never be enough
So I've given up
Im so done with my pathetic existence
I've committed too many sins to consider repentance
If it were possible, i still wouldn't try
My only goal in life is to finally die
On the bridge looking over the riverside
I once again contemplate suicide
It could all end there
No one would even care
So i sit and i wonder
But this is the only.option i ponder
This is it, it feels so right
This is it, this is the night
You lean over the edge and slowly climb over
This is the way to obtain closure
You lean forward and slowly let go
This is the only way you know
You hope for this to be a way to end it
As your falling through the air you feel splendid
No more abuse, no more lies
No more tears left to cry
No razors and white lines
No screaming at the sky
No more sadness
No more madness
The end is near
I wash away my fears
No one can hurt me anymore
No one will have any reason to mourn
So i end it all
I have my fall
Its over soon, so i close my eyes
Wash away all the abuse and lies
I finally am allowed to die
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