mujhe yeh kahani kisi apne jaankar se mili. kahani jaisi ki waisi
yahan apko bhej raha hoon. asha hai apko pasand ayegi.

Mera naam Neelam hai.. Mai 30 saal ki khubsurat mahila hoon. 38 size
ki Bari - bari chhatiyan aur patli kamar kisi ko bhi pagal kar dene
ke liye kafi hain. Dekhne me bala ki hoobsoorat hoon. Isliye hamesha
hi bhanwre aas paas mandrate rahte the.. Lekin maine kabhi kisi ko
lift nahi di.

Suru se hi mujhpe marne waalon ki koi kami nahin rahi thi. College ke
dino me bhi mere peechhhe kafi larke pare rahte the. Main un parindon
par apna ras nyochhawar karne me viswas nahin karti jinka kaam hi
foolon ka ras pee kar urjana hota hai..

Main ne MBBS kiya hai. Meri posting Assam ke ek chhote se kasbe ke
Govt. Hospital me hui hai. Mai pichhhle saal bahar se yahan ke
orthopedic ward men kaam kar rahi hoon.

Yahan hospital ke kai doctor bhi mujhpe marte hain. Magar meri choice
kuchh alag kism ki hai. Mai mardon se doori banakar rakhti hoon
isliye kuchh log mujhe ghamandi aur nakchadhi kahte hain lekin maine
kabhi unki baton ka bura nahi mana. Sach baat to ye hai ki mai ek
bahut hi sharmili ladki hoon aur meri pasand ka aajtak koi bhi larka
nahin mila. Pata nahin kyon mujhe koi bhi pasand hi nahin ata. Mere
ghar wale bhi mujhse paresaan the. Kai larkon ki tasweeren bhi bhej
chuke the. Magar maine na kar diya tha.

Umr ho chuki thi isliye mata pita ki chinta swabhawik thi. Maine unhe
kah diya ki meri chinta chhod den aur mujhse chhoti wali ka khayal
rakhen. Jis din mujhe koi ladka pasand a jayega mai usko unse milwa
doongi.

Yahan hospital me ek doctor hai Dr. Shyamal Thapa. Bahut dilfenk.
Uska hospital ki kai nurse aur lady doctors ke saath chakkar chalta
rahta hai. Wo kafi dino se hath dhokar mere peechhe pada hua hai.
Lekin maine use kabhi ghaas nahi dala. Ekbar us ne andheri jagah par
mujhe pakar kar jabardasti karne ki koshish ki. Wo meri chaatiyon ko
kas kar masalne laga. Maine apne ghutne se uski tangon ke jod par
aisa waar kiya ki wo dard se bilbila utha. Mai uski giraft se nikal
gayi. Uske baad to uski who thukai ki ki bechare ne meri taraf dekhna
bhi chhor diya. Jab bhi mujh se mujhe cross karta chehra jhuka kar hi
gujarta tha.

Lekin honi ko to kuchh aur hi manjoor tha. Itni magroor, itni
sharmili, itni cold larki aakhir kisike prem me par hi gayi. Wo bhi
is tarah ki usne uspar apna sab kuchh nyochhawar kar diya. WO admin a
to Indra ki tarah khoobsoorat tha na WWF ke pahalwano si body thi
uski aur na hi koi ameer jada tha. Bus ek mamuli sa mujhse bahut hi
below status ka admit ha. Jisse milne ke baad kuchh dino tak maine
apne parents ke mathe par shikan dekhi thi. Magar jab maine unhe
manaya to wo meri khushi ko hi sabse jyada mahatv dekar hum dono ki
shaadi karwa di. Ab mai apko hum dono ke beech kis tarah prem ka
paudha uga uski kahani sunati hoon.

Hua yoon ki ek din mai round par nikli thi. Shaam ke 6 baj rahe the
mere saath ek nurse bhi thi. Ek-ek patient ke paas ja kar hum checkup
kar rahe the. Pahle hum cabins me rah rahe mareejon ka checkup karke
General ward ki taraf badhe. Mai eke k karke sabka case history
dekhti hui unki condition note karti ja rahi thi.

General ward ek bada haal tha Jisme bees beds the. Kone ki taraf
halka andhera tha check karte karte mai jab kone ki taraf badhi to
achanak kisi kaam se nurse wapas laut gai. Mai akeli hi thi akhri
patient tha isliye maine bhi koi jyada tawajjo nahi di. Aur ye to
daily ka routine tha isliye aise halat ki to mai adi ho chuki thi.

Kone ke bed par ek 30 - 32 saal ka hrisht pusht admi leta hua tha.
Uske pair men dislocation tha. Mai uske paas pahunch kaar muayna
karne lagi. Chart dekhte hue maine uski taraf dekha. Who 30-32 saal
ka tandurust naujawan tha.. Uske chehre me ek jabardast akarshan sa
tha. Meri ankhen kuchh palon ke liye uski ankhon se chipak kar rah
gayee. Aisa laga mano mai uski ankhon ke sammohan me bandh gayee hoon.

Woh bistar par peeth ke bal leta hua tha. Ek patli chadar ko seene
tak orh rakha tha. Uski report dekhte dekhte meri najar uske kamar
par padi. Uski kamar ke paas chadar tent ki tarah utha hua tha jisse
saaf dikh raha tha ki uska ling uttejit awastha me hai. Uske hathon
ki dheemi harkat bata rahi thi ki uske haath apne ling par chal rahe
hain. Mai kuchh pal tak ektak uske ling ke Akaar ko dekhti rahi. Tent
ke sabse upar wala hissa jahan uske ling ka topa tika hua tha us
jagah par ek geela dhabba uske ling se nikale precum ko dikha raha