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BAD GIRL FOR A GIRLFRIEND (SPECIAL CHAPTER #4 ) >> #LoveIsASacrifice

*This is a special chapter, tungkol sa nangyari before dumating si Nico. Again, salamat sa pagbabasa! Sana nagustuhan niyo ang buong kwento at sana i-share niyo rin sa mga barkada niyo hehe. Salamat! *

BAD GIRL FOR A GIRLFRIEND (SPECIAL CHAPTER #4 ) >> #LoveIsASacrifice

Naranasan mo na bang ma-in love?

Hindi pa?

Gosh, ako na ang nagsasabi sa'yo ngayon na hindi siya masaya. 'Wag mo na subukan. No. Stop day dreaming that you can get your own " fairytale-like love story" because it doesn't exist.

I repeat.

It.Doesn't.Freaking.Exist.

Don't believe in whatever books you are reading right now. Close that fcking material and listen to me.

Love is a bull shit feeling.

Hindi ka niya papatulugin. It will always fck up your mind. It will always affect the normal beating of your heart. It will always confuse you...At lalong lalo na...paghihintayin ka niyan na parang timang.

God. If only I knew! If only I didn't expect that he will actually show up here! Hindi na sana ako nagpapahamog ngayon dito sa labas. Ugh! The nerve of the guy! Ditching me on Christmas Eve? Nakakainis! God! I hate him!

Hindi ko na dapat siya sinagot! I knew that this relationship wouldn't work. Kung ngayon pa lang ay natatakot na siya agad kaharapin si daddy, paano pa kaya sa hinaharap?

How can I believe that I can fight for us when he's already afraid to fight for me from the very start?

"Belle, ano na? Hindi pa ba tayo mag uumpisa?"

I rolled my eyes at my cousin. This bitch was going on round and round now for ages! Naririndi na ako sa nagging voice niya! And I told them, I don't want to go to this Christmas Eve party!

"You can start without me Alicia." I rolled my eyes and did some shooing motion. Mas matanda siya sa akin for god knows how many years but she acts like my age so I did not care if I'm being rude. Besides, ganyan naman ako sa lahat ng tao.

"Duh. Your dad said he wants you to lead the prayers."

"I don't believe in god. I'm not praying."

Now it's her turn to roll her eyes. "Do I look like I care? Come on get your butt goin' at pumasok na sa loob,"

I didn't even budge. I saw a car passing at umasa ako na sila na 'yun. But guess what? It's just another one of daddy's business partner. Walang Kendrick Adriano na bumaba dun.

"Sino ba kasi 'yang hinihintay mo? It's almost midnight. Is it a boyfriend or just a friend? Hindi na 'yan sisipot."

If looks can kill, Alicia will be dead by now. God. She's rubbing salt into the wound!

"Boyfriend, Alicia. And piss off. I know he will be here. He promised me."

I can feel that my cousin is eyeing me up. Maybe she's shock to find me in this state. Never ---I mean never ever akong nagdala ng boytoys sa mga family gatherings na kagaya nito. And I never wait for anyone. Ako ang palaging nagpapahintay.