Saturday, i slept in till noon. Then i lazed around the house, not feeling up for anything else. I looked out my living room window and admired the sunset. It was perfect outside and warm. I decided i'd go into the hot tub. I jogged up to my room and changed into a black two piece bathing suit. I grabbed a towel and went out into the backyard.
I turned on the hot tub and let it heat up. After a couple of minutes, it was perfectly warm. I dipped my toe in first and then got in. I sat down and closed my eyes, relaxing.
"Nice hot tub" i heard. I opened my eyes to see Bradley standing there. I smiled and greeted him.
"Hey, wanna join me?" i asked, chewing my lip. He agreed and went to his house to get swimming trunks and he came back with only the swimming trunks. I admired his gorgeous built abs as he got closer. He joined me and we had a bit of small talk.
I remembered last night and how i felt with him. It was intimate and beautiful. Just the memory of us all over eachother and kissing endlessly made me dizzy. I smiled to myself and i hoped he enjoyed it too. I didnt know what was going on between us. Whenever we had alcohol in our systems, we seemed attracted to eachother but as soon as we were sober its was like we were just friends, maybe not even that. I didnt know what we were. I wanted to ask him what it was we were doing and if we had a future. I wanted to know if we were together or if we just hooked up here and there.
"What are thinking about?" he asked me. He seemed to know my head was racing with thoughts.
"Us" i said quietly. I looked him in the eye and he looked at me questioningly.
"What do you mean?" he asked, sitting next to me. I felt our arms touch and just him being next to me made me feel good.
"When we're sober, we're just friends. But when we're drunk, we always seem to... you know." i said, not being able to finish.
"Kiss?" he finished.
"I think make out would be the correct term" i answered. Silence settled in and i didnt regret saying anything, i wanted to know what was going in between us.
"Its not that i dont like it, i do, just i'm not this girl who makes out with guys when im drunk. I've only done that with you and its confusing what we're going through." i explained.
"I know what you mean. I know you're not that type of girl and its confusing for me just as much as it is for you. Plus, im glad you like it" he grinned, making me smile.
"I do like it, a lot actually, but i want to know if this is going anywhere."
"Do you want this to go further?" he asked me.
"I dont know, maybe. Do you?" i asked.
"I'd say the same thing." he answered.
