everyone seems to know so much bout my life yeah'
everyone seems to fink deyve all got me figured out
but dya kno wah , let ME tell u bout me ,letisha
NOT sketisha,letisore or nun a dat shit. cha
aight, lets go back to wher it all started init.
"Letishaaaa Babyy!, you coming to that rave today babeee" it was my sezzy bezzy tanisha,
trus weneva there was a shubs she wud kno about it ." coursee tanisha , unoe im reachin, dont i always " i replied baaare eager like.
"aight kool , i got some battyriderss today tan, from dat shop in tailsbury park, yanoe dah wun wer deyre always playin bashment baare loud, ahh BELIEVE it is sexxy blud, if i dont get drawn tonight , its gonna b emosh , real talks."
lol gosh this girl is mad i thought, she lovess talking doe jeees, let me lock off one time and go find sumtin to wear.
"ahaha u know bout that shop man,ay tanisha my batteries dead yahnoe, i might have to holla you when im about to get ready"
"kmt cha you and ur excuses, i aint your bezzy for nothing you know,buh kool bell me when your gonna start gettin ready , ill come ur yard"
phewww, thats her gone, now what to wear doeee. gotta keep d swagger up, thats what im known for man.
two hours had gone by and i finally found something to wear. turned the pre-shubs tunes on , called tan to come ova ,den jumped in the shower,
dont wanna go to a shubs smellin .
30 mins later i come out d shower, and d doorbell goes, its tan my baby.
i shout down to my mum to open the door for her, ahhh shitt, i didnt tell her not to tell my mum where were going.
im prayin she dont askkk, gosh mums are nosey like that.
my heart beatin , believe im gettin shook, if she tells my mum im pisssed, african mums dont ramp.
2 minutes later my bezzy bursts into my room " HEYYY, check my shorts doeee letishaa, alie deyre d sexxx!"
"tanisha, heres me finkin getttin bare worried dat u were gonna stupidly tell my mum wher wer goin, and ur der comin to burst into my room bare happs ,like uve just beat jayy"
she starts creasin. " look yeah tishaa! the last time i saw jayden was when he lipsd that eeediat girl,and no am i fool? i told her ur coming to mine ,"
"yeah sure. whatever boyy, just help me get ready if you wanna leave soonish",its already 7"
were ready , i go say bye to my mum , tell her ill be home later bla bla,yeah rest aint important.
kay so were at the shubs now yeah. ahh and its MAD, BAAAAAAAAARE BOOMTINGS , and as usual bare skets kmt. me n tan met up wid a couple chicks from our skl, so ders about 10 of us and were bare skankin to funky..
when T.TOWNS FINEST n his mans walk up to us. oh my daysssss im finking , please talk to me, desperate alie? buh u do it to so shulllup.
so yeah ders dis fxckin sexyy breh called dequan, spanish and jamaican,sexy long cainrowed hair,beautiful smile,ahh and his body, oh my did daysss his body, its WOW.
he's walking wid dem , so i fix up quick timeee, fix up look sharp (88). yeah anwywayss. he comes straight to me and my bezzy, and he's like " so wah u girls sayin doe, cah ur all jus jammin here in d corner as if to say dis is some mothers meeting"
hmmm dequan, cocky little shit , he's peng and he knowsss it. im so glad i look swaggerd out, fresh white kreps, white top, white n gold shorts, gold rope chain n ting. i had a feeling he would come.
leanne one a my co-dee's push me towards him, she wispers "go on man , you know u want to". im baaare shy when im around him doe, i might not wind on him properly im thinkin. i didnt come here tah make a fool of myself.
leanne tells the rest and dey all tell me to go , so i go with him and were der , my frends n his frends on the other side of d hall and jus me n him on one side.
he's bare daggerin me, and i can tell he's gettin roasted. i ease up and start windin on his ....
he holds me closer, its gettin bare hot in there, he turns me round and starts lipsin me, i wanna back away buh im in dat mood, and hes a hottie fam,
so were there , lipsin, n hes holdin me bare close. i hear my friends shoutin buh i dont answer them , i know i shouldnt be lipsin him coz hes an olda, but if you fink about it, 16 and 19 aint dat bad... i think.
we stop for a bit. and he wispers in my ear. you know what he said so theres no need to bait ;)
im not sure whether i should go with him, i dont know if i wanna lose it to someone i aint even dealin wid.
"hold on babe, let me go tell my friends wer im goin init" i tell him
he winks and squeezes my bum as i walk away.
i tell tanisha and she tells me i should , if i get with him i could becum bait, and plus his friends were all peng and she wanted me to link her up wid one a dem.
im not gonna lie i was scared, id never beat before, and i dont wanna beat someone as sexy as him n flop it. "/
well..oh well. i still go , i tell him we can go and i shout out to tanisha that she shud go yard and ill cum der later. she winks and gives me sum cheeeesy grin.
......dead stuff inbetween... yeah bak to the important parts.
so were in his car. its tense. im bare silent. ive never been alone with him, and ive never done what im about to do with him.
he starts playin slow jams, and rubs my leg, " letisha..your fxckin sexy you kna, i never told u dis befor cah u wer doin a ting wid dat dickhed ex of urs .. cant evn memba his name, im glad ur single now you kno,"
i smile , baaare shy like. he goes " wah u shy or suttin, dont worry baby, when were dun ull open up truss, "
i laugh,... few minutes of silence ,
he stops the car, im guessin were at his yard.he lives der wid his girl,his mum n his yardie dad!,
he gets out d car n comes round to my side, he opens d door n takes my hand. i get up and he pulls me close to him, we start lipsin deeeply.
im gettin bare blusky, n his lil friend wakes up , " come on babe, lets go " .
he leads me to his door, holdin me close from the back. he's so lucky, lives in some niceee house,
he goes infront n opens the door. i walk in slowly after him. he grabs me again and starts lipsin me , raaaah bare fast like. then he trys to take of my top.
"you know were still at d front door dequan"
"i know" he laughs his sexxxxy laugh " come , lets go to my room"
i follow him . we go up the stairs to his room and he pushes me on the bed, and lies on top of me.
we start lipsin baare passionately. he pulls my top off and takes off my bra, were both breathin heavily, he stops and moves down to my chest,
n starts suckin on my breast, i moan quietly. he whispers "you like that baby". im like YESSSSSSS. it felt so good.
then he pulls down his trousers n boxers n puts it in me, SHITTTTT, his piece is BIGG, im screamminnn, and he starts moanin,
i started screamin his name, and he was getttin bare happpssss. we kept goin, faster n faster. n i busss. i start grinnnin .
n he smiles n takes it out, he asks me to suck it, at first im like naa but i give in when he tells me he'll suck my breast again.
so i go down. n i start suckin, it tastes grim but after a while i get used to it . he starts moanin, and he holds on to the back of my head, and starts pushinn.
i can tell he's enjoyin itt. cah his moanin gets louderr. with all d noise we dont clock someone opened the front door, or someone coming up the stairs.
im still there suckin away; and by nows hes goin crazyyy. suddenly the door opens ..