Wake up in the morning wishing i didnt have to get up without you being there for me
Drag myself to the bus stop wishing i had you to message me
i get to school and take the stage
i put on a happy fa ce and act as if everything is fine
i'm a pretty good actress
i have everyone believing i'm fine without you
no one knows the truth.
noone knows the thoughts i have cause of you
wishing i didnt have to live without you
wanting to find some way to be with you
wishing in my mind that u had striked out at me physically instead of verbally
i could deal with physically fighting
it doesnt bother me the way verbally fighting does
your words are like knives digging into my heart
making me question if i was right to have let you in
the day ends and the curtain falls
the costumes people wear are taken off
they remove their masks and are the real them
but not me
i keep mine on until i am alone
no one needs to know how sad i am because of you
i want to hate you for this, but i cant
i love you
