Self Harm Poems and Quotes

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No one seems to understand

I feel like I'm alone in this world

They all demand

But I just can't tell them

Slowly, I seem to be losing them

Of course, it would be my fault

Everything is

I wish I never did it

But I just couldn't help myself

I was so intrigued

That I had to see for myself

When I was little

I always wanted to know what death was about

That made me a freak

It wasn't my fault I was curious

Was it?

When I look back

I wish I kept everything to myself

I wish I wasn't so open

And easily trusted people

It just hurts me in the end

They never actually wanted to be my friends

They just sorta tagged along

My friend, she was one of the closests

Now that I won't tell her,

We seem to be getting more distant.

But I just can't

It's going to hurt her

I feel better knowing she doesn't know

I'll just lose her

Call me selfish

You wouldn't understand

If I told her, she would be gone

She'd think I was a freak

For doing that to myself

She'd think I was ill

And try and get me help

By then, I would've just walked away

My friends are worried

Worried that someday,

I'm going to go to far

I know thats a possibilty

But it wouldn't really matter

Would it?

I'm confused

Why do I do it?

It's just a habbit now.

Whenever I feel stressed it's the first thing I turn to

That's unhealthy, I know

And it's all my fault

Tonight I'm just going to lay in bed

Looking up at the roof

And listening to music

I'm going to think 

About how I can make everything better

If I can

By now I've probably ruined everything

Everything to make me 'normal'

Scars litter my body

More are just going to keep on appearing.

I'm self-concious

Never used to be

But now I'm worried that if I dont wear long pants or sleeves

Then someone will see something

Something they're not allowed to see.

I guess it's all my fault, right?

I mean, I was the one who started

I'm the one who did it

I'm the one who still does it.

Self harm...

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 30, 2012 ⏰

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