Yaara's POV:
Dear Diary,
Ending this is all I want. I can't seem to get over the feeling of hurting Harry. The guilt is eating me i the inside and I can't deal with all this. It hurts, so much. But Harry is going to be even more hurt then I am now when he finds out what I'm doing to him
Zayn walks back with Laura into the living room and they stare at me. I sink smaller and Harry turns his head my way, a questioning look on his perfect features. "Not feeling well babe?" he asks and I take a deep breath and smile at him, not answering the question.
My mum places all the pans on the table and we wait for that one person no one wants to see.
Everyone sits next to his boyfriend, Gabriel on the other side of Harry and my mum and dad on the end of the table.
Next to the place my dad is goign to be seated, Youé took place and on the other side Zayn.
"Peter! We're waiting!" My mum calls and I see Laura cringe at my fathers name. What's going on there? "Baby you look tensed" Harry says and I close my eyes and then rest my head on his shoulder. His hand grabs mine and he tangles his fingers with mine.
"I have something to tell you tonight" he whispers in my ear and I smile at the familiar feeling of his hot breath onto my neck. Then I tense, something he has to tell me....
I gulp and for a second a pained look appears on my face, but I quickly take a deep breath and it disappears.
"I'm sorry, had to finish something" my dad walks into the room and takes a seat, a huge smile plastered on his face.
I catch his eye and his smile falters a little, seeing my desperate one. He gives me a little shake of the head and my jaw clenches. Idiot.
I look at Laura and see her lips pursed together in a tight line. I've never seen her like this before, shoulders tensed and it's actually kinda...intimidating.
Zayn is looking nervous biting his lip. "Hello and welcome everybody, it's a huge honor to have worlds most famous boy band here" he says and I see Niall looking cheery, oblivious to everything.
Harry smiles politely but I see the glance in his eyes, telling he's ready for everything that will happen in this dinner.
"Dig in guys" my mum says and everyone begins eating, chatting happily like my world is not going to fall apart soon.
I feel my leg buzzing and I gasp, Harry looks at me and then lowers his hand to my pocket. "Your phone" he says with an amused smirk and I blush. "Got scared by her own phone" I hear Harry mumbling and I slap the back of his head softly.
I quickly walk to the hallway and answer it. "Hello?" I ask and I hear a chuckle on the other side. "I have good news for you" Simon says and I bite on my tongue. Please tell that I'm off the case, that everything was a joke and that I can stay Harry's girlfriend. Please, please.
"Tonight's the night. You need to tell him, Yaara. It's been long enough and we want him to be single again, you've done a great job. It's like you actually love him. I'll tell others that you're a great actrise and you'll get loads of jobs from now" Simon says and I can hear the smirk in his voice.
"That's cause I am" I growl and he stays silent for a while. "what?" he asks. "That's cause I am, I am in love with Harry Styles" I say and he sighs. "Yaara, didn't you dad talk to you about this? You agreed, and you can't back out" Simon warns and I feel tears stinging in my eyes.
"I hate you" I whisper.
He chuckles.
The damn man chuckles. "you think that's funny huh? playing with someone's heart like that" I say, but keep my voice low cause otherwise the others will hear. "It is actually quite funny, but Harry's a big guy, he can take a heart-break" Simon says and I actually want to scream right at him that it won't be alright, that Harry can't get his heart crushed again!
