My abusive, obsessed brother

Chapter 14

Chapter 14

(Sara pov)

I swallowed the huge lump in my throat as I starred down at the razor blade in my hand. This was it, but... Was this the right choice? I shook my head. No, I can't just turn back now. I can't.

I took a deep breath a slit the razor deep into my wrist. The pain stung it hurt so much. But I have to. I need to escape.

"Sara?" My whole body stiffened. No.

I turned back quickly nearly getting whiplash. I sighed in relief when I saw Mr. Dess. The janitor.

"What are you doing here?" Before I could even get a few words out he quickly grabbed my other wrist and dragged me out into the hallway.

"You should be in class." I nodded without saying a word clutching the short I found to my cut wrist.

"I spilt something...on my pants and the floor. I was just was looking for something to clean up."

He nodded understanding. Less work for him. I turned around to leave. He would know what is happening soon. He knows the sent of my blood. He will know it is my blood.

"Sara?" my body froze in place. No. Why now? Why now?

"Sara?" I turned around to fond Josh.

"Josh..."

"Is that... Blood?" I stiffened.

"Sara... I can help you. Just please let go to the nurse and-"

I shook my head, "no."

"NO ONE CAN HELP US! No one can stop him! No one can... NO ONE NOT EVEN YOU! Even if you could I don't want you to get hurt. I can't loose you. I can't loose anyone else! Please just..."

The bell rang. No. Why? Why are the odds against me. Why?

The hallway filled with students. I stood unplaced hoping no one would notice me. Then I froze. He was there.

My brother at the bery end standing there starring, glaring at me. I cant... I cant do this anymore. The shirts around my wrist fell and a loud scream erupted from a girl.

"SHES BLEEDING!"

"Someone dial 911!"

I fell to my knees. I loss so much blood in this much time. Before I hot the ground I felt arms around me.

"Sara!"

They felt so warm.

"Sara!"

So comfy...

"SARA!" I pried my eyes open to see Josh. Concern, worried, and fear was clear in his eyes. He was holding me.

I felt relaxed in his arms. Just being near him put me at ease.

I just need to... I have to tell him... Before I go... That I...

I was already crying uncontrollably.

I reached out and touched his cheek. It was so warm.

"I-I-I love you." Tears blocked my vision everything was blurry. But I knew he was there I knew he could hear me. If only I could of spent some more time with him. Like we did at the movies or at school. Just a day with only the two of us. If only... Who am I kidding. It was impossible.

Everything seemed to move in slow motion. As everyones voice echoed. Only one distinctive vice stuck out to me. Josh.

I could feel the river of tears. I love-I love-I love him. I closed my eyes as I waited. Waited for death to consume me.

Everything went blank as I fell into a unknown bliss. Goodbye... Josh. Forever. So long... Brother. I'll see you in hell.