Falling with hopes of expectations
Tis not what you think, naught
Tears rains pains is all the same
Below a timid exterior
It's weak and pander
To believe in happiness
Flying in a nights sky with dwindling stars
Or falling into a false sense of belief
Let not his words corrupt your struggle
Falling to the pastures below
With not a clue on how to survive
When the only thing you fathom is loneliness
Breath the breathe from this tragic fucking heart
Make it ache make it quake
Make it bleed make it need
Seeing a glimpse of what it is to be
Alone
You can never tell, scream that you
Will in fact keep this horrid secret
Alone
Tis not what you think
I have me don't you see
And swimming with a inch of an ache
For I'm not whole without the other part of me
Never will tell you how much
I crave the tears that have
Become my only companion
Walking walking all within reason
To grapple with whispered lies, harsher tries
And a fixed perception of why it is that I do actually cry
©shannonmarie
