Why is it that you don't know what you got til its gone.
Why does one thing take away the pain, to only bring something worse.
If only that pain was never real or better yet you felt nothing at all.
You shouldn't have to be in pain.
You should never have to put yourself through torture, to notice things just keep getting worse.
Life is just going on around you and no one will ever know the pain you feel and you still feeling to this day.
No one knows that behind closed doors you cry until there's nothing left.
They can't figure out that the hurt is so bad it makes you want to run and keep running while never looking back.
That's just it though you can't run from your pain or fears for that matter.
Eventually you have to go through it all, just to live that oh so glorious life.