I seem to hold it in for too long,
She can’t seem to move along.
She’s fighting all of my controls,
She won’t seem to let me go.
I didn’t want to see her cry,
But I guess I was burning her insides.
I should’ve left when I had the chance,
Now there is no way I can take it back.
The memories are still intact,
My thoughts are slowly turning black.
My mind is becoming so corrupt,
Everything I did was so fucked up.
She’s driving me fucking insane,
The look on her face when she screamed my name.
I gathered my words,
I mustered my strength.
Now I feel the stinging pains,
What was one, is now two again.
Maybe what I’m doing is wrong but
The words fit and I’m singing the song.
I’m sorry that I screwed up,
That the love I had was not mine to love.
The feelings weren’t all just made up,
Why is the world so fucking corrupt?
