Collection of Imagines/One-Shots

Lay With Me * Jack Gilinsky Imagine * (Tumblr)

All credit for this goes to the tumblr user @blessedespinosa

I woke up with Jack’s arm around me securely. I tried to slip out of the bed but he didn’t budge, so I turned to him. He looked so cute when he sleeped. I know I had to leave though, me and Jack have a complicated friendship. It’s hard to explain, we act like a couple. We fight very often though, with him going on tour and leaving for months at a time. A relationship would never work between us.

I brushed my fingers through his soft messy hair, trying to take this moment in before he left for digitour this weekend. I loved him, I really did. It’s just too complicated to be with him, his fans give me enough hate for just being his friend.

I couldn’t even think of the hate i’d get if I was his girlfriend, and i’m not good at distance. When he first left, we were sort of a thing but I became clingy and tried to keep him from his dream. We got into a huge fight about it too.

I realized after he came back and I couldn’t be with him, it’d be way to hard. I live everyday knowing that the one guy i’m in love with, I can’t have. We fight way to often and he’s never here really. 

He’ll stay for about 2 weeks, and leave for a month. It’s hard for me even to be his friend, because he can’t call or text me every day, or every other day. So I have accept the fact that it’ll never happen.

I sighed, and his eyes fluttered open, I looked at him with wide eyes. Gulping as he rubbed his eyes.

"I’m sorry for waking you, I’ll just go." I said getting out of the bed, picking up my phone and purse. I felt him shift in the bed, thinking he just turned over to go back to sleep. But that’s before I felt his hand on my shoulder.

" y/n you don’t have to go you know. I’d like if you stayed." he rubbed my shoulder and I looked at him, I stood up and shook my head.

"We will never work Jack, I can’t keep doing this every time you come back. I try to just tell myself we are nothing but friends. But you win me over and it repeats." I grab my pants and jacket, slipping them on. 

I felt Jack pull me on the bed by my wrist, I fell on top of him. He looked in my eyes, searching for any emotion, and let me tell you. There was so much emotion in me right now. Anger, Depression, and Heart break building inside of me. I needed to get it out.

"Lay with me." He whispered. I was shocked I thought he’d want me to leave. I just looked at him, before reaching up for his face. I grabbed his face in my hands, and kissed him passionately. I felt him kiss back and I pulled away.

" I don’t have to leave as much anymore, and if you want…You can come when I leave." he gave me his cheeky grin and I smiled big, nodding.

"Will you be my girlfriend y/n" He asked and I just clashed my lips onto his to answer his question, because I couldn’t explain how happy I was. Only my kiss could.

It felt good, to be in the arms, of someone you love. To hear their heart beat, and faster when you looked at them. Or see their eyes filled with love when they glance at you, leaving the memory of their face in your mind forever.

It feels good to finally have someone that’ll be there for me, through thick and thin. Someone who can make me happier than I can make myself. 

And I know when I fall asleep that he’s mine, and he loves me. This is what i’ve been waiting for, what any girl would be lucky to have. A happily ever after.

And Jack Gilinsky was my happily ever after.