Amnesia

//thirteen//

Yet again, I was mesmerized by the guys and their show. I still just couldn't get over their talent. I wondered if I was going to ever get over it. I was just the proud best friend. I stood in the crowd and more girls tonight than last night noticed me.

A lot of them asked for a photo with me right before the guys went on and I took as many as I could. I found it crazy that they wanted a picture with me just because I knew the guys.

Some of them told me that I needed to make a Twitter and I told them that I would think about it.

When the show was over, I headed backstage and went in search for the guys. I didn't have to look long, because I heard them shouting and cheering.

They always had like a rush of adrenaline after a show. Weirdos.

I walked into the room where we hung out before the show and they were there jumping around.

"What did you think about the show, (Y/n)?" Calum asked me once they calmed down a little.

"You guys were amazing like always." I told them.

"Aww! Group hug!" MIchael yelled.

I tried to move out of the way, but it was no use. All of the guys swarmed around me. They were sweaty and it was really gross.

"That was a big sweaty mess." I groaned as they moved away.

"You know you liked it." Luke winked at me and I felt my cheeks heat up.

"Let's go before they get all flirty on us." Calum teased. We made sure they had everything they needed before we left. We walked outside to the back parking lot and got into the waiting van. I sat in the middle row with Ashton and Luke.

Luke grabbed my hand and laced our fingers together and I saw Ashton looking at our jointed hands.

I still wondered what he meant from our conversation earlier. I didn't know what to do? Should I ask him about it? Should I ask Luke?

We were going to be flying home to Australia tonight. I was really excited to go home and see my mom. I couldn't wait to bombard her with all of the questions that I had. I wanted to see my old bedroom and go around the city with the guys.

When we made it to the hotel, we had to hurry and gather our things to make it to our flight. The room that I shared with Calum and Luke was cluttered with their clothes.

"I cannot believe that you guys let it get this bad!" I told them as we started to gather their clothes and stuff them into their suitcases.

"Sorry Mom." I heard Calum mutter.

I grabbed a shirt and threw it at him, "Hurry up, guys. You know Ashton and Michael will start complaining if we are late. "

I was surprised how we managed to finish everything and still had time to spare. We did one last sweep of the room before we left to make sure that we weren't forgetting everything.

As we made our way to the airport, I looked out at beautiful New York City. I was really going to miss it. The sights, the people, and the vibe of the city was really remarkable. I would want to come here again for sure.

"What are you thinking about?" Luke asked me as the rest of the guys were talking about something else.

"I want to come back here one day." I said as I looked away from the window and to him.

"I want to bring you back here one day." He told me.

"You would do that?"

Luke nodded and leaned his forehead against mine, "I would do anything for you, (Y/n)."