They all leave me in this place I call hell
Alone in this one man cell
I cry and weep
Asking for forgiveness
This pain runs through me
As think as blood
The hurt
The misery
All in one equal blow
A gun to my head
I'm ready to pull
No real force needed
BANG......
More pain is added
More misery times ten
I cry
I want this to end
Please..
Leave my body
Leave my soul
Leave my mind
In one big blow
I fall to my knees
The pain is consuming me
The pain is starting to take control
The pain remains
Even as I wish for its disappearance
Please
Is my last words
My eyes shut
And its over
I'm gone, alone
But never pain free.........