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Chapter 6

CHAPTER 6

Charlie

How thoughtful naman ni Tita Camille, kumpleto yung mga pinadala nyang mga gamit, from change of clothes to toiletries. I wonder what kind of mom she is.. since I was a child I always looked  up to her. She is beautiful and regal. Well respected by everybody. Such a Fashionista and full of poise. Idol ko nga yon. Kahit irritado na, napaka poise pa rin. But despite of all that she remains to be kind, napaka compassionate  sobrang supportive sa family. She has dedicated her whole life for her family. Kaya nga lumaki ng dignified si Kuya Zack. Sya yung ideal woman na inuuna lagi ang pamilya bago ang sarili, unlike my mom…

STOP THE COMPARISON CHARLIE! I scolded myself.

Buti nga may nanay ka! I keep on reminding myself.

Don’t get me wrong,, I really love my mom, pero sometimes naghahanap din ako ng pansin… There are times that I want to feel that I belong. Nangyayari lang yon kapag nahandito si Daddy,, which is very very seldom. Kaya nga KSP na ko!

Ay nako,, tigilan ko na nga itong mga iniisip kong to! Nagiging nega na naman ako. kulang lang siguro talaga ako ng pansin… Basta, ang iisipin ko na lang na ang ganda ng nanay ko, period.. iyon na lang… Wala ng iba, at wala na akong ibang iisipin pa. Sabi nga nila, always look at the positive side. The good side of everybody. In that way, you will always feel happy. Tanggal lahat ng negative things sa isip.

After having a shower, I feel so refreshed again… haaay,, ang sarap na sanang matulog nito, and the bed looks so inviting! My eyes suddenly feel so heavy. Parang mina-magnet na ako ng kama. The ambiance also help is calming my nerves, dadagan pa ng amoy jasmine.. this place is heaven! Para kasing napaka peaceful sa lugar na to. You can also hear the crickets outside.. feeling ko probinsyang probinsya ito. Haaaaayyyy!!!!  Gusto ko ng matulog!

Hold it! Hold it! I still have to settle things with Kuya Zack! Hindi pa oras ng tulog! Marami pa kaming dapat pagusapan. Kailangang malinaw ko ang mga nangyari. This involves my life!

I look at myself at the mirror to see if I’m decent enough to face the gorgeous man outside.

Buti na lang 3 sets of clothes ang pinadala ni Tita Camille, I don’t have to face Kuya Zack wearing only a nightgown… nyiiii… Kinilabutan naman ako don! Ang kapal naman ng face ko kung haharapin ko sya ng ganon! Waaaaa! Baka sabihin na sine-seduce ko sya! Yuckkkk!!! Kahit ba gwapo sya.. I will never do that!!!!

After I’m satisfied with my looks, huminga ako ng malalim at binuksan ko na ang pinto.

It’s time to face Kuya Zack…

ZACK

 

After changing to  comfortable clothes, Ilang minutes na akong nag-intay sa salas hindi pa rin lumalabas si Charlene..

Ang tagal namang lumabas nun,, nakatulog na ata a…

I reminded myself that she’s a girl. And girls really takes time inside the bathroom. I’m just wondering… what the heck are they doing there?

Tumayo ako at nagpunta sa guestroom.

I’ll just check,, baka naman talagang nakatulog na. Pwede namang ipagpabukas ang pag-uusap namin.