Poetry From My Messed Up Mind (Poetry book 2)

Darkness surrounds,

It's an emptiness that sends all other feelings away,

Now I hardly even want you to stay.

I feel next to nothing in this heart of broken glass.

Everything that I feel is now empty and dark.

My mind is again contaminated by thoughts so very very twisted,

And my comments are now always snide remarks.

My thoughts may turn to actions and someday be labeled as mass,

But that it was me no one would ever know,

And no one would suspect.

I would never let this darkness show,

For my dark desires I must protect.

A thousand times over the consequences I've listed,

But no matter how long the list may grow,

I cannot stop the wills of my dark defect.

I cannot feel guilty from the screams and horror sounds.

It's not my fault!

If they were meant to live they would have,

Being weak is their own fault!

Many chances for escape I gave,

I didn't want them to behave!

I tried to let them go!

I did in fact mean to do it though.

They stumbled into my lair,

And because of that they felt much pain I swear.

Maybe I should have given them more time for someone to make the save,

No!

What would happen is something that I very well know,

I would have been caught!

It was meant to happen my mind insisted.

This is my journey to embark,

And those who join me must let their lives pass,

Because they joined my murder class.

An A is very hard to get for its me they have to surpass.

Ha-ha oh yes I am evil, I know,

And now you're part of my favorite show.

Darkness has contaminated my mind,

And now all descent emotion has been left behind.