My own personal monster (a collection of poems)

Your the sick beast that eats my soul

then smiles back happily

at the empty shell you've created

filled simply with my mysery

and grief filled cries

your deafening laughter silences me

as you tell me all that I could be

but never will

becuse you will never let me

your the chains that bind me

the hold that leaves me breathless

the darkness that encompasses me

the tears that I won't allow to escape

you taunt me with your joy

your kindness to them alone

then throw me in the darkness

were I have always been

ever since that faithful night

when you commited your greatest sin

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This is the start of a series of poems that are all reflected on the hardest part of my life. One that will sadly continue until I am able to stop it. This and ther est of the poems will show you my life far better than anything I can write in the about me section.