Sometimes, my heart grieves. I feel sharp shooting pain, as if someone were to repeatedly poke a knife through it. Then, all of a sudden, a shock feelings comes, such powerful pain that makes me restrict my breathing. I immediately clutch my chest, and knelt down, with pain written all over my face. And I think it still goes on because of you. How much I've cried. How much I've wanted what's good for you. Right now the pain in my heart comes back. Sometimes I don't even realize how much I want you to be saved till I feel my heart start to react to it.
