Title: Losing My Religion http://www.wattpad.com/story/2054749-losing-my-religion
Summary: Sarah doesn't like to show her weakness to her young son, Balto, but behind her smile- she's really imagining pulling her hair out by the roots and screaming at Balto's father, Ryan. Sarah still has to keep a cheery voice when she speaks to her crazed neighbour, Ms. Pepper through their thin apartment walls- she keeps it together even in front of her adolescent art students who don't understand she doesn't want to deal with their hormones at school nor outside of it. What will happen when Sarah meets a young soldier named Guy? He show her that sometimes "This Higher Being" she seems to always blame does things to show his love.
Hello, Mr. Happy.
My sun isn't working.
Feeling kind of crappy,
Today.
For so long, I've been hiding under this mask.
No one can really see the real me any more.
I've been running in circles,
But that's before, I felt the cold floor.
Then you came, came to me.
You shook my head,
Erased everything I believed in,
Then you said, said to me.
That I was insane for hiding away,
'Cause one day my cardboard roof will cave in.
And I'll have no where else to run.
And you are... making me,
Loose my religion.
Mm-hm I'm losing my religion.
In front of my friends I'm perfect.
Little do they know,
there's an earthquake in my room.
I'm not perfect, no.
Far from it.
Sugarcoat my burnt cake.
Cover it with icing.
Pretending I'll never break,
When I'm already shattered.
Then you came, came to me.
You shook my head,
Erased everything I believed in,
Then you said, said to me.
That I was insane for hiding away,
'Cause one day my cardboard roof will cave in.
And I'll have no where else to run.
And you are... making me,
Loose my religion.
Mm-hm I'm losing my religion.
You made me believe,
Dreams come true.
You made me,
Made me love you
